Hello. I am new. Thanks for taking the time to read this.
Please let me know if you need more details. I am 43,female. I
love feeding birds, good people, music psychology, crafts and
talk radio. I live a very secluded life. It's been awhile
since i've worked because of depression related conditions.
I have a wonderful 21 year old son who just got married. He
doesn't understand my depression and he is very angry at me
because that is easier than being mad at it, which he can't
"see". My family is distant. We love each other very much but
they do not understand my depression either and sometimes say
insensitive things like "snap out of it or "let it go" as if i
cling to it like a prize. They don't know any better i guess.
My Problem:
God is walking me through. ..No he is CARRYING me through an
extremely difficult time. Because of bad neighbors, i have
lost weight, depression and anxiety has returned,etc. They
have turned other neighbors against me. What they are doing to
me is so cruel. I can not stay at home anymore and i do plan
to relocate.
The thing is, i have a history of depression which God made me
alot better this past Christmas of 2005. I'd battled it all of
my life. Then the neighbors came along. I have suffered all of
my life from others abuse and even though God is constantly
showing me that He is here for me, I am so scared that this
time i may not be able to snap back out of the depression
which has returned because of all of what they've done to me.
Please, please help me. My son, a Marine worries about me so
much. He just got married and i'd like to see my grandchildren
P.S. I was s'*ly abused as well and what the neighbors are doing to me is along these lines. I just don't know how much more i can take. The Landlord and the Police do nothing because I can not prove it.
Bless You.
Please let me know if you need more details. I am 43,female. I
love feeding birds, good people, music psychology, crafts and
talk radio. I live a very secluded life. It's been awhile
since i've worked because of depression related conditions.
I have a wonderful 21 year old son who just got married. He
doesn't understand my depression and he is very angry at me
because that is easier than being mad at it, which he can't
"see". My family is distant. We love each other very much but
they do not understand my depression either and sometimes say
insensitive things like "snap out of it or "let it go" as if i
cling to it like a prize. They don't know any better i guess.
My Problem:
God is walking me through. ..No he is CARRYING me through an
extremely difficult time. Because of bad neighbors, i have
lost weight, depression and anxiety has returned,etc. They
have turned other neighbors against me. What they are doing to
me is so cruel. I can not stay at home anymore and i do plan
to relocate.
The thing is, i have a history of depression which God made me
alot better this past Christmas of 2005. I'd battled it all of
my life. Then the neighbors came along. I have suffered all of
my life from others abuse and even though God is constantly
showing me that He is here for me, I am so scared that this
time i may not be able to snap back out of the depression
which has returned because of all of what they've done to me.
Please, please help me. My son, a Marine worries about me so
much. He just got married and i'd like to see my grandchildren
P.S. I was s'*ly abused as well and what the neighbors are doing to me is along these lines. I just don't know how much more i can take. The Landlord and the Police do nothing because I can not prove it.
Bless You.
