So I go to a Christian private school and I've been going since kindergarten. I love my school and I am truly blessed to go to my school. I really decided to become a Christian last year. I mean I always was a Christian but I decided to take it seriously and stop using it as an excuse to judge others. I've recently been noticing a change in my friends over the last year. My best friend who I've known since kindergarten started dating another girl who isn't a Christian. I told him that I don't think she's a good influence because he has noticeably been changing. He listens to more secular music that talk about sex, drugs, and violence. And my other friends has started to make more jokes about sex. I don't really find these jokes funny like I once did, but I feel like everything is just crumbling around me. I want to talk to people about Jesus and share my relationship with God, but none of them take it seriously. They play it off like I'm being sarcastic or joking. Granted, there are sometimes where they will talk about stuff that isn't inappropriate but it makes me sad to see them act this way. I struggle with getting to meet new people, not because I have social anxiety but I'm just socially awkward. I've never had a girlfriend and I do struggle with anxiety, but I just wish that I could find someone to talk to. I don't really have a question but I just wanted to get this off my chest. Thanks to anyone who is reading this have a good week. God bless you!