I need some guidance...

[SkyVongolaPrimo]

hello, im 21 male, born Christian. My life have been really bad since i graduated my high school. I dont know what did i do or what triggered all of these, or maybe satan is attacking me without me knowing it(but i go to church and pray almost everyday so im not sure if satan can still attack me) Most of my trouble are because of my physical health. People might think im joking or lying, but im serious, pls believe me. Im from head to toes, all have mild-serious diseases. Yes from head to toes, not all, but most of it, like my eyes, nose, hand, legs, skin, internal organs...i already have some choronical diseases. I dont want to go in more detail about it because it will be a wall of texts.

Fortunately none of my disease is life threatening, but the most serious one is i think is i will go blind before i can even reach 30 years old. I did go visit my doctor every years but my disease is too serious. Let alone this, i still have many other diseases, and all of it needs money to cure them, alot. I cant go to work because my body is weak and even if i work i dont think the money will be enough to cover all my medical expenses. Up until now, my parents helped me for all the money but our family are not very rich. I can see that everytime my parents paid the money for my medical expenses, they didnt say anything bad but i can tell from their face, they are not looking that great because of the amount...

Because of all of this, i think i started to have some mild mental health issues. Like maybe if i die now, my parents can spent those money at the better place, invest money in my healthy sibling or even get themselves a stressless, happy and luxury life... But i know as a Christian we shouldnt suicide. Im not too worry about this since i know i has a strong will but strong will alone cant beat my physical health issues...

How i wish Jesus can appear before me like in Bible said and heal me with one touch...

 

[faroukfarouk]

Hi; sorry about your physical illness; remember that spiritual healing is even more important:

Malachi 3.16 in the Old Testament speaks of this.

John 3.16 speaks of the wonderful hope of the believer in the Lord Jesus.

 

[R. Hartono]

Eat jelly gamat everyday, this has saved my life from death.

MAAFAAT GAMAT EMAS ( TRIPANG / HAISOM ) YANG LUAR BIASA OLEH PROF HASAN YACOB ( MALAYSIA )

 

[ToBeLoved]

hello, im 21 male, born Christian. My life have been really bad since i graduated my high school. I dont know what did i do or what triggered all of these, or maybe satan is attacking me without me knowing it(but i go to church and pray almost everyday so im not sure if satan can still attack me) Most of my trouble are because of my physical health. People might think im joking or lying, but im serious, pls believe me. Im from head to toes, all have mild-serious diseases. Yes from head to toes, not all, but most of it, like my eyes, nose, hand, legs, skin, internal organs...i already have some choronical diseases. I dont want to go in more detail about it because it will be a wall of texts.

Fortunately none of my disease is life threatening, but the most serious one is i think is i will go blind before i can even reach 30 years old. I did go visit my doctor every years but my disease is too serious. Let alone this, i still have many other diseases, and all of it needs money to cure them, alot. I cant go to work because my body is weak and even if i work i dont think the money will be enough to cover all my medical expenses. Up until now, my parents helped me for all the money but our family are not very rich. I can see that everytime my parents paid the money for my medical expenses, they didnt say anything bad but i can tell from their face, they are not looking that great because of the amount...

Because of all of this, i think i started to have some mild mental health issues. Like maybe if i die now, my parents can spent those money at the better place, invest money in my healthy sibling or even get themselves a stressless, happy and luxury life... But i know as a Christian we shouldnt suicide. Im not too worry about this since i know i has a strong will but strong will alone cant beat my physical health issues...

How i wish Jesus can appear before me like in Bible said and heal me with one touch...

Share with your doctor these feelings and be honest. You can trust them with your feelings and their is doctor / patient confidentiality. I'm sure others have also felt this way and maybe there is a support group or someone that he can recommend that will help you with these feelings and thoughts.

There is also a "Prayer Wall" here on CF where you can ask others to pray for you. You don't have to give to much info, God knows your problems.

 

[Kit Sigmon]

hello, im 21 male, born Christian. My life have been really bad since i graduated my high school. I dont know what did i do or what triggered all of these, or maybe satan is attacking me without me knowing it(but i go to church and pray almost everyday so im not sure if satan can still attack me) Most of my trouble are because of my physical health. People might think im joking or lying, but im serious, pls believe me. Im from head to toes, all have mild-serious diseases. Yes from head to toes, not all, but most of it, like my eyes, nose, hand, legs, skin, internal organs...i already have some choronical diseases. I dont want to go in more detail about it because it will be a wall of texts.

Fortunately none of my disease is life threatening, but the most serious one is i think is i will go blind before i can even reach 30 years old. I did go visit my doctor every years but my disease is too serious. Let alone this, i still have many other diseases, and all of it needs money to cure them, alot. I cant go to work because my body is weak and even if i work i dont think the money will be enough to cover all my medical expenses. Up until now, my parents helped me for all the money but our family are not very rich. I can see that everytime my parents paid the money for my medical expenses, they didnt say anything bad but i can tell from their face, they are not looking that great because of the amount...

Because of all of this, i think i started to have some mild mental health issues. Like maybe if i die now, my parents can spent those money at the better place, invest money in my healthy sibling or even get themselves a stressless, happy and luxury life... But i know as a Christian we shouldnt suicide. Im not too worry about this since i know i has a strong will but strong will alone cant beat my physical health issues...

How i wish Jesus can appear before me like in Bible said and heal me with one touch...

That's parents' duty is to take care of they children, even the one who be sick lots.
Nobody like being sick but none of us know when sick days will come, that be why it's good to be found in Christ and to abide in Him and in the Word of God.

In my family's situation, it was my mom who be sick lots and unable to work...
but we learned from dad before he died about hunting, fishing and setting traps to catch rabbits etc.
We learned to grow vegetables and learned how to preserve food by canning our
vegetables and other food stuff.
Often times we got jobs cutting grass, house cleaning, babysitting, washing cars etc...there's many things young people can do because I have done those things myself when my mom was sick and she was widowed when she was in her thirties.

 

[Humble me Lord]

Hello, welcome to CF!
Praying for the Lord to heal you, guide you and comfort you. Praying for your parents also, God bless you!

 

[Sketcher]

Find something you can do as a job which offers health coverage. Find something that you could do even if you went blind if you believe that is a real risk (blind people have more options today than they ever have, there is text-to-speech software on the computer, there is braille, there are legal provisions). Get an education or finish it, whichever of those is relevant.

 

[ToBeLoved]

Find something you can do as a job which offers health coverage. Find something that you could do even if you went blind if you believe that is a real risk (blind people have more options today than they ever have, there is text-to-speech software on the computer, there is braille, there are legal provisions). Get an education or finish it, whichever of those is relevant.

That’s good advice about thinking ahead now.