Yes indeed, something monumental may come to you as it did for me.
I had a dream:
I was sitting on the ground with my back up against what I thought was a wall, my eyes closed. I felt a drop of rain hit my forehead, and when I opened my eyes I saw the feet of Jesus above me. It was a drop of His blood that had struck my forehead. Instantly I realize where I was, and instantly I felt love come over me, leaving no time for the element of doubt to enter my heart. I was in His presence. For as far as the eye could see, I felt love surround me.
After 18 years of study in the teachings of Jesus, I prayed to Jesus to free me of that small amount of doubt I still had concerning His spirit. It was Jesus who came to me, knowing He could free me of this doubt.
Did something monumental happen to me? Not yet, but soon after it did. I was reflecting back on how so many times I kept coming back to the teachings of Jesus over the years. I came to realize that I was in love with Jesus. As I sat there I also realized that it is Jesus who has more love than I do, and that it is Jesus that this world is so much in need of. I came to know that Jesus is my true love within, and that I wanted to spend my whole life with Him. So I prayed to the father.
Father, I want Jesus to have my heart, my mind, my body and my soul. I surrender my life to Jesus, father, for He is more worthy of my life than I am, and He can do so much in the world than I ever could.
I entered into the kingdom of heaven and became one with Jesus.
This was only a few months ago, and more and more I want to be with Jesus every minute of everyday. All of my life seems foolish and a complete waste, if I am not spending my life in that state of peace with Jesus.
The world can be so harsh to live in, and so bitter. What better way to live life than a peaceful and loving life with Jesus.
In some way I will be with Jesus more often on a day to day basis, and less being caught up in the selfish ways of the world. Perhaps a missionary or something.
I sponsor kids thru a Christian organization, and so I will keep my job, as they require the necessities of life. I guess I already am with Jesus every moment of my day, by maintaining the lifes of others who so desperately need our help.
I would like to get away from the nasty environments some of us work in. Just not now.
It is not a struggle at all for me, rather a labour of love, for I know these kids do not even have food. There really is not anyone who is able to stand in my way, as I fight against the spiritual poverty these kids live with everyday. A careless and selfish world, pretending that everything is fine, when it is not.
A child that has not eaten in two days, food to them, is indeed monumental.
Stay with the love and light of Jesus, for He is the life, and the way for you, and you will love life better than others who do not.
Jesus loves you!