I have lost the way. I am a desperate nothing searching for the path again. I have every material thing you could wish for. I have a lovely husband, a beautiful baby, a loving family, and yet I feel worthless. I believe in God, the one, true loving God. I try to live the best way I can, and yet I am a failed human being. I shun others love, I feel loveless, I make others miserable and for that I feel guilty. I am gripped by materialistic urges which make my nothingness even more, make me feel even less than a human being. I am worthless, I hurt others with my worthlessness. I commit the greatest sin, I hate myself, that precious being that God created. I deny His word every time I feel like this, and yet, I continue to plunge deeper into the darkness. I want to become one with God again, to regain my heritage, and yet I do not know how to begin. No church shares my mixture of christianity and reincarnation that I believe in, no one holds to the precepts I still hold even in this miserable state. My husband wants me to go to the doctor, but I am afraid of being put in hospital, and I am not sure if this is what I need. It is as if there is a blackness surrounding me, denying me the happiness I know is there for me if I knew where to look. By my actions I hurt the ones who love me the most and I wonder if it is at all worth me carrying on. What good is such a loathsome, unworthy being as me existing. All I do is take up space and make others miserable...what do I do?
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I need help
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Kjgregor13
Fully Rely On God! - FROG
You've come to the right place... There are many who can help... I felt alot like you in many ways and just recently I gave it all to god... I now live each day as he plans me to live.. It still has its moments, but Its so much more peaceful...
I simply prayed... Giving all my struggles to God, each day I try to remember to ask God to let me live this day accordingly to his plans... A good book to read is by Joyce Meyers -Seven Things That will steal your Joy... It really helps... I found my copy at www.crossings.com, its a christian book store.. She also has a website where you can purchase her books... http://www.joycemeyer.org/cgi-bin/jmm_cgi/temp/index.plx ... I will keep you in my prayers and if you need to just talk feel free to instant message me on msn or send a email... Gods Blessings to you my friend...
I simply prayed... Giving all my struggles to God, each day I try to remember to ask God to let me live this day accordingly to his plans... A good book to read is by Joyce Meyers -Seven Things That will steal your Joy... It really helps... I found my copy at www.crossings.com, its a christian book store.. She also has a website where you can purchase her books... http://www.joycemeyer.org/cgi-bin/jmm_cgi/temp/index.plx ... I will keep you in my prayers and if you need to just talk feel free to instant message me on msn or send a email... Gods Blessings to you my friend...
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LADY DI
Lady of The Lord
Hi Rendaridra!!!Welcome to CF!!!!
It a blessing to have you here!!!
I am truely sorry to hear what you are going through, I have no idea, but I know there are those here who have been, who can help you.
Please stay awhile and I'm sure someone will be here to help you
Your in my prayers, God bless you
DI
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