I have been looking for Christ and things are really starting to come together. There is one problem. I think I committed the unforgivable sin a few months ago. Here's what happened. I post on another message board (not Christian related). I posted a 'favorite quotes' thread and this was at a time when I was really frustrated with religion. I had posted some anti-religious (atheistic) quotes. Those quotes were really hateful and I think some even indicated that religion was bad. Then I had unaccepted Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior (I had accepted him before, but really didn't believe). About a week or two after this I even posted a "How Religious Are You" thread. The options I put were "Religious" "Agnostic" or "Atheist". I've always had a pretty hard heart all my life. And since that incident (which happened last July, by the way), my personality has gone away. I don't even get mad (although, I do think there's a lot of pent up anger inside of me). I feel like I have something big missing in my life, which is miserable. I had no idea that there was an unforgivable sin, when I posted those posts. I really don't know if the Lord will forgive me or not. But when I repent I want to be able to say "I believe Jesus died for my sins" ... because right now I'm doubting God will forgive me if I repented.