Theokayman1 - It seems like you believe the false gospel of lordship salvation. The teachers that teach lordship salvation teach the hybrid gospel - part Jesus - part you.
The real gospel is in 1 Cor 15:1-4 - How that Christ died for our sins, was buried, and rose again. Ephesians 1:12,13 and 4:30 tell us that when we hear the gospel and trust in Jesus we are sealed by the holy Spirit until the day of redemption.
There are no works required - Ephesians 2:8,9, Romans 4:5, Titus 3:5. Repenting of sin is a work. We are saved by grace through faith, not of works.
Romans 11:6 shows that you can't mix grace and works - It's one or the other.
Put your trust, 100%, in Christ dieing for your sins, being buried, and rising again for your justification. Rely on his blood being shed for you. Your performance plays no part whatsoever in your salvation. When you do this you will be saved and should have assurance of your salvation.
I have to say this also because someone is going to bring it up - I'm not saying go sin as much as you want. There will be bad consequences for sin. But how much you get control over sin in your life has nothing to do with your salvation. Behold the Lamb of God, which taketh away the sin of the world. Jesus has taken Gods wrath for all sin.