I lost feelings for my Ex. I don't know if it what God wants me to feel or not. I honestly broke her heart, and it's really a shame of what happened. Lord I just pray that you can all make this better, whether I gain hope and feeling, or we just become friends. We decided not to see/talk to each other until Sunday so I pray that God will guide me and make me happy which ever way we go. Please Pray for me, I have not seen a sign yet from God and I really hope that loosing my feelings isn't a sign, I need a clear sign of what to do. There must be some reason why I am going through this, but if there is one thing that I know for sure... God will get me to where I am supposed to be! Its time for a change in both of us (me and my ex), and we know as long as we are fully with God during this struggle, this will be a change for the better. Sex drove my life, it made me unfruitful and impure. Of course during those situations I felt that I was on top of the world, but I suffered the consequences afterword that made me feel horrible. My ex. had a miscarriage because of our poor thinking and unfaithfulness to God. I am done with failing constantly! I have learned from my mistakes, and now God will heal our wounds and make everything better. Please Pray for us!

