My dad passed away last Wensday, Oct 24th. His funeral was on Oct 28th.
A couple of months ago, they found a tumor in his lung, but the doctors said they could do surgery. My dad decided to have the surgery. He made it through the surgery ok, but then his kidneys failed. He only had one with about 40% function, and he had ciruculation problems. He just wasn't able to recover, and he died. He was 69.
I feel like someone has cut a big hole right in my heart. It really hurts. I miss my dad so much, I really was not prepared to lose him now in my life. I lost my paternal grandparents a few years ago, but this has been so much harder. I just don't know how I can make it without my dad. I depended on him for advice and just general help so much.
It just hurts really bad. I am sure many here know how I feel.
We had so many people praying that God would bring him through, and then he didn't make it. Jesus never turned anyone away for healing in the bible, why didn't he touch my dad? The last few weeks have just felt like a bad dream, that I am hoping I will wake up from.
I know God is in control, and he knows what is best, but it's just really hard right now.
A couple of months ago, they found a tumor in his lung, but the doctors said they could do surgery. My dad decided to have the surgery. He made it through the surgery ok, but then his kidneys failed. He only had one with about 40% function, and he had ciruculation problems. He just wasn't able to recover, and he died. He was 69.
I feel like someone has cut a big hole right in my heart. It really hurts. I miss my dad so much, I really was not prepared to lose him now in my life. I lost my paternal grandparents a few years ago, but this has been so much harder. I just don't know how I can make it without my dad. I depended on him for advice and just general help so much.
It just hurts really bad. I am sure many here know how I feel.
We had so many people praying that God would bring him through, and then he didn't make it. Jesus never turned anyone away for healing in the bible, why didn't he touch my dad? The last few weeks have just felt like a bad dream, that I am hoping I will wake up from.
I know God is in control, and he knows what is best, but it's just really hard right now.