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celebrityfanuk
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I'm a 19 year old, and I feel so ashamed. I keep trying not to touch and I'm doing well for 2-3 months, then something happens and I get into a downwards spiral, and I just can't get back to normal unless I do it.
I keep trying...and failing. Every time I do it, I think about God afterwards and feel just so ashamed. I am guilty - and Jesus died for me. Me? Why did he? I'm so unworthy. He died for me, and I can't get away from this habit.
I keep saying this is my last time, but I'm back here again. Now I'm on here telling you all, and I'm determined this will be my last time. I'm going to come on here every week and be held accountable - I will tell the truth, and I will get over this once and for all.
I keep trying...and failing. Every time I do it, I think about God afterwards and feel just so ashamed. I am guilty - and Jesus died for me. Me? Why did he? I'm so unworthy. He died for me, and I can't get away from this habit.
I keep saying this is my last time, but I'm back here again. Now I'm on here telling you all, and I'm determined this will be my last time. I'm going to come on here every week and be held accountable - I will tell the truth, and I will get over this once and for all.