Hi all!
I feel like crying I am that embarassed. See here is what happened. In 7 + years I have not had a crush on a guy locally nor have I been in a relationship since then...cause I am an avoidant. Anyway, there was this pharmacist (where I get my anxiety and sleepy meds) that I thought was really cute. He was sweet and kind and had this real innocent look to him. Anyway, I have been stewing over my feelings for this man (whom is younger than I). I finally said that is it I am gonna take the "bull by the horn" and begged my best friend to call the pharmacy and talk to the pharmacy technicain. Here is how the conversation went:
"hi there ....", said my roommate
"hey how is it going" replyed the technicain.
"well I know that this is gonna sound odd, but you know my roommate whom comes to the pharmacy with me right?..."
"yeah", she replied
"well my roommate has this crush on the pharmacist 'john'...."
The pharmacy tech chucked and said..."ummmmmm, he is gonna be MAD cause he is gonna get married next year...."
my roommate who was perplexed by this replied "mad...ummmm she just thinks that he is cute, I never heard that responce before.... anyway please dont tell 'john' this then...."
"Okay, I wont dont worry..."
That was the end of that conversation.... As an avoidant I am switching pharamacies.... No way I am not gonna go back there for a VERY long while..... I am not even gonna go shopping there UNLESS the pharmacy is closed... I DONT want to see this guy.... MAN I dont want him mad at me for thinking he is attractive...and what must the staff think...WOW folks I tell ya this is WHY I AM SINGLE!!!!!!!!!!! I am never ever gonna allow myself to have a crush on someone "local"........NO WAY!
Thanks for listening!
I feel like crying I am that embarassed. See here is what happened. In 7 + years I have not had a crush on a guy locally nor have I been in a relationship since then...cause I am an avoidant. Anyway, there was this pharmacist (where I get my anxiety and sleepy meds) that I thought was really cute. He was sweet and kind and had this real innocent look to him. Anyway, I have been stewing over my feelings for this man (whom is younger than I). I finally said that is it I am gonna take the "bull by the horn" and begged my best friend to call the pharmacy and talk to the pharmacy technicain. Here is how the conversation went:
"hi there ....", said my roommate
"hey how is it going" replyed the technicain.
"well I know that this is gonna sound odd, but you know my roommate whom comes to the pharmacy with me right?..."
"yeah", she replied
"well my roommate has this crush on the pharmacist 'john'...."
The pharmacy tech chucked and said..."ummmmmm, he is gonna be MAD cause he is gonna get married next year...."
my roommate who was perplexed by this replied "mad...ummmm she just thinks that he is cute, I never heard that responce before.... anyway please dont tell 'john' this then...."
"Okay, I wont dont worry..."
That was the end of that conversation.... As an avoidant I am switching pharamacies.... No way I am not gonna go back there for a VERY long while..... I am not even gonna go shopping there UNLESS the pharmacy is closed... I DONT want to see this guy.... MAN I dont want him mad at me for thinking he is attractive...and what must the staff think...WOW folks I tell ya this is WHY I AM SINGLE!!!!!!!!!!! I am never ever gonna allow myself to have a crush on someone "local"........NO WAY!
Thanks for listening!