So I was just laying in my bed this morning and I had this terrible thought "Ok I love satan". I am not sure why I had that thought but obviously I did not mean it, I do not love satan. In fact I hate satan.
Now I can't feel God anymore, I hope He will not hide His face from me for long. I repented and asked for forgiveness immediately for that thought.
Idk why I keep doing this, I keep thinking these bad thoughts. God have mercy on my soul. I just felt the need to confess this publically, because it helps.
Now I can't feel God anymore, I hope He will not hide His face from me for long. I repented and asked for forgiveness immediately for that thought.
Idk why I keep doing this, I keep thinking these bad thoughts. God have mercy on my soul. I just felt the need to confess this publically, because it helps.