Hello,
Some of you already know me from the summer. Anyway I feel scared to preach on election and predestination. I believe that the five points of calvinism, as a systematic theology, are Biblical. Nevertheless I'm scared to preach anything on election. I don't want to be, but because I'm in Baptist circles I'm immediately looked on in suspicion and curiosity if I mention anything about election, predestination, calvinism, etc.
I'm also scared to tell people that I believe in particular redemption. I've prayed and asked God many times to take it away from my heart, if it isn't true, but I cannot let it go. I believe, sincerely believe that Christ only died for the elect, yet I'll be viewed as a heretic by my baptist brethren.
I'm currently attending Bob Jones university. Though we remain hidden, it seems that a lot more are becoming Calvinistic, at least through the Seminary. Nevertheless, I feel that I'm still looked down upon, and am heretical in my doctrines.
I'm also afraid of whether or not I'll be brought on as a pastor eventually. If I tell whatever future Church that I believe that the five-points are biblical, they probably won't bring me on.
I don't know what else to say. Arminians are round about me, and crush me on every side.
-Aaron
Some of you already know me from the summer. Anyway I feel scared to preach on election and predestination. I believe that the five points of calvinism, as a systematic theology, are Biblical. Nevertheless I'm scared to preach anything on election. I don't want to be, but because I'm in Baptist circles I'm immediately looked on in suspicion and curiosity if I mention anything about election, predestination, calvinism, etc.
I'm also scared to tell people that I believe in particular redemption. I've prayed and asked God many times to take it away from my heart, if it isn't true, but I cannot let it go. I believe, sincerely believe that Christ only died for the elect, yet I'll be viewed as a heretic by my baptist brethren.
I'm currently attending Bob Jones university. Though we remain hidden, it seems that a lot more are becoming Calvinistic, at least through the Seminary. Nevertheless, I feel that I'm still looked down upon, and am heretical in my doctrines.
I'm also afraid of whether or not I'll be brought on as a pastor eventually. If I tell whatever future Church that I believe that the five-points are biblical, they probably won't bring me on.
I don't know what else to say. Arminians are round about me, and crush me on every side.
-Aaron