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i dont know what i want sometimes.

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sometimes I don't know what I want. I feel like at times I want to quit porn and at other times I want to indulge in it more. I am not one that's committed.

the only real reason I want to quit porn is that I experience the consequences right away. I feel shame and guilt. I also have this uncomfortable feeling within. people from all over ignore me and then later I would have negative thoughts from the past that would haunt me and I would cry afterwards. I've been through a lot and during that time I sought porn and it found me.