- Dec 4, 2019
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I have a concern that really worries me really bad I don't hear the Holy Spirit, Jesus, God in my brain now my brain is completely quiet. I saw myself as the Antichrist in the psych hospital and I said Jesus save me but Satan says it is too late. Pastor Mark today says it is just dream but I don't hear the Holy Spirit and I did up until October 4. I am really concerned I blasphemed the Holy Spirit on the yellow cross and that I did the unforgivable sin on accident against God turning into the Antichrist. I confused an act of Jesus with an act of Satan and I can't change it now. I made a mistake in the shower the yellow cross I thought was Jesus was Satan and my brain got confused since it happened so fast I keep trying to repent to God but I fear he is mad and that he gave me the Mark of the Beast from Satan for my confusion of my brain allowing me to be the Antichrist/False Prophet. I keep having dreams but the Holy Bible says it is impossible to be snatched away from Jesus or lose their mansion but I am scared Jesus won't rapture me or allow me to a pastor for my brain confusion. I have a brain infection and I don't hear the Holy Spirit.
I saw Satan and the seven year tribulation unfold and demon girls on the ceiling and I saw stuff proving that I was evil and going to Israel to sign the Seven year peace treaty I saw Beast on my forehead and it was a blue light Pastor Mark says it is a dream. I thought John 10:27-30 and Romans 8 was true.
Is confusing an act of God for an act of Satan Blasphemy of the Holy Spirit worthy of being damned to Hell and turning into the Antichrist/False Prophet standing at the great white throne judgment losing my mansion in Heaven. I look at pictures of Jesus and read my bible and listen KLOVE and cry mom says it is my scitzphrenia, ocd, pandas, autism and that I am not damned to hell but it feels so real why does the Holy Spirit, Jesus, God not talk to me I feel like I am hell right now just waiting my sentencing with my name blotted from the Lamb's Book of Life. I keep thinking I serve the Antichrist because I mixed up Jesus and Satan while praying in the Shower on October 4 Mom and Dad act so calm unaware of the evil I saw in the Hospital I am doomed to Hell because I confused Jesus and Satan I accidentally attributed the Holy Spirit and Satan in the shower and that followed me to the door in my mental illness and brain infection blaspheming the Holy Spirit in 10 minutes on accident in a freak accident in the shower.
I love Jesus, God, and the Holy Spirit and I feel bad for hurting them becoming the Antichrist/False Prophet I don't hear the Holy Spirit and I believe the Blue Light in my head is the Mark of the Beast preventing the rapture I keep having dreams about it I have always that God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit would protect me from Satan and his demons with the blasphemous thoughts in my head and I love the Holy Bible even still knowing I damned I love the stories in the Bible and I know they are true. Am I unforgivable doomed to be evil and Satan did he snatch me away from Jesus is it possible the Bible made a mistake or is it in my head like my mom says. I don't hear the Holy Spirit, Jesus, God isn't that proof I blasphemed and seeing Satan in dreams saying he owns me now proof of Blaspheming the Holy Spirit and my confusion with my brain infection it happened so fast mixing up Jesus and Satan in the yellow greenish cross I didn't know it was the Mark of the Beast or I never would bowed Mom and Dad, Church, Friends, Family says it is not real no one believes me that I am doomed to hell everyone says I am fine and I will be rapture but I confused Jesus and Satan Jesus is mad he hates me now I believe he doesn't talk to me and I hear Satan taunting me that it is too late for me now and he laughs at me.
I see the mark of the beast on my knuckles and saw 666 on my stomach I saw demon portals and I saw a sign that said from Heaven to Hell and saw a yellow light that said Satan where the Holy Spirit used to be in the psych Hospital I lost my laugh and erections since turning the Antichrist position the World I believe will end this year Pastor Mark says it is dream but I don't hear the Holy Spirit, Jesus, and God and everyday I think I will be left behind to serve Satan's Antichrist or be him as the False Prophet I lost half my brain from the infection and yellow cross my memories are gone and everyone I still believe the Holy Bible is true but God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit hate me now they condemned me and don't speak to me even though I love them and I didn't want to be the Antichrist mom says I never was but I saw it on the wall and I was about declare myself as God. I am the Evil Creature now from Revelation I confused Jesus and Satan Pastor Mark says it is just a dream and not to go on feelings but the Holy Spirit and God's presence I don't feel it feels like Satan living inside me now and my brain with the blue light that says beast mom says it isn't real but I see it so it must be real. I must be damned by God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit I must have [bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse]ed them off by my confusion in mental illness they must hate me now and want me to blaspheme I lost my mansion in Heaven I am damned and alone without my best friend Jesus for twenty years he abandoned me to Satan he hates me I confused Jesus and Satan in the shower and the door ever since October 4 Jesus does not speak to me or give me peace, love, joy, kindness the Fruit of the Holy Spirit I don't feel I am damned and it bothers me I love Jesus I don't want to blaspheme him. I thought the Bible was true and would protect me and my mansion from Satan and Hell I thought the power of hell couldn't separate I was wrong in my brain infection and confusion I got damned I mixed up Jesus and Satan and I am evil now with the Beast the rapture is imminent now why else is their corona virus going on it is the perfect set up for the Antichrist to take the World Stage I was the Antichrist in October 20 set to lead the world no one believes me. I thought the Holy Bible is true I was wrong Jesus hates me now I am scared he is going to slay me because I confused Jesus and Satan does Jesus know it was accident why does he not speak to me why is he going to leave me behind is Mom right it scitzphrenia my labs showed a brain infection why does Jesus hate me.
I saw Satan and the seven year tribulation unfold and demon girls on the ceiling and I saw stuff proving that I was evil and going to Israel to sign the Seven year peace treaty I saw Beast on my forehead and it was a blue light Pastor Mark says it is a dream. I thought John 10:27-30 and Romans 8 was true.
Is confusing an act of God for an act of Satan Blasphemy of the Holy Spirit worthy of being damned to Hell and turning into the Antichrist/False Prophet standing at the great white throne judgment losing my mansion in Heaven. I look at pictures of Jesus and read my bible and listen KLOVE and cry mom says it is my scitzphrenia, ocd, pandas, autism and that I am not damned to hell but it feels so real why does the Holy Spirit, Jesus, God not talk to me I feel like I am hell right now just waiting my sentencing with my name blotted from the Lamb's Book of Life. I keep thinking I serve the Antichrist because I mixed up Jesus and Satan while praying in the Shower on October 4 Mom and Dad act so calm unaware of the evil I saw in the Hospital I am doomed to Hell because I confused Jesus and Satan I accidentally attributed the Holy Spirit and Satan in the shower and that followed me to the door in my mental illness and brain infection blaspheming the Holy Spirit in 10 minutes on accident in a freak accident in the shower.
I love Jesus, God, and the Holy Spirit and I feel bad for hurting them becoming the Antichrist/False Prophet I don't hear the Holy Spirit and I believe the Blue Light in my head is the Mark of the Beast preventing the rapture I keep having dreams about it I have always that God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit would protect me from Satan and his demons with the blasphemous thoughts in my head and I love the Holy Bible even still knowing I damned I love the stories in the Bible and I know they are true. Am I unforgivable doomed to be evil and Satan did he snatch me away from Jesus is it possible the Bible made a mistake or is it in my head like my mom says. I don't hear the Holy Spirit, Jesus, God isn't that proof I blasphemed and seeing Satan in dreams saying he owns me now proof of Blaspheming the Holy Spirit and my confusion with my brain infection it happened so fast mixing up Jesus and Satan in the yellow greenish cross I didn't know it was the Mark of the Beast or I never would bowed Mom and Dad, Church, Friends, Family says it is not real no one believes me that I am doomed to hell everyone says I am fine and I will be rapture but I confused Jesus and Satan Jesus is mad he hates me now I believe he doesn't talk to me and I hear Satan taunting me that it is too late for me now and he laughs at me.
I see the mark of the beast on my knuckles and saw 666 on my stomach I saw demon portals and I saw a sign that said from Heaven to Hell and saw a yellow light that said Satan where the Holy Spirit used to be in the psych Hospital I lost my laugh and erections since turning the Antichrist position the World I believe will end this year Pastor Mark says it is dream but I don't hear the Holy Spirit, Jesus, and God and everyday I think I will be left behind to serve Satan's Antichrist or be him as the False Prophet I lost half my brain from the infection and yellow cross my memories are gone and everyone I still believe the Holy Bible is true but God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit hate me now they condemned me and don't speak to me even though I love them and I didn't want to be the Antichrist mom says I never was but I saw it on the wall and I was about declare myself as God. I am the Evil Creature now from Revelation I confused Jesus and Satan Pastor Mark says it is just a dream and not to go on feelings but the Holy Spirit and God's presence I don't feel it feels like Satan living inside me now and my brain with the blue light that says beast mom says it isn't real but I see it so it must be real. I must be damned by God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit I must have [bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse]ed them off by my confusion in mental illness they must hate me now and want me to blaspheme I lost my mansion in Heaven I am damned and alone without my best friend Jesus for twenty years he abandoned me to Satan he hates me I confused Jesus and Satan in the shower and the door ever since October 4 Jesus does not speak to me or give me peace, love, joy, kindness the Fruit of the Holy Spirit I don't feel I am damned and it bothers me I love Jesus I don't want to blaspheme him. I thought the Bible was true and would protect me and my mansion from Satan and Hell I thought the power of hell couldn't separate I was wrong in my brain infection and confusion I got damned I mixed up Jesus and Satan and I am evil now with the Beast the rapture is imminent now why else is their corona virus going on it is the perfect set up for the Antichrist to take the World Stage I was the Antichrist in October 20 set to lead the world no one believes me. I thought the Holy Bible is true I was wrong Jesus hates me now I am scared he is going to slay me because I confused Jesus and Satan does Jesus know it was accident why does he not speak to me why is he going to leave me behind is Mom right it scitzphrenia my labs showed a brain infection why does Jesus hate me.