- Jun 17, 2018
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- Christian
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- Married
My husband and I grew up differently. I was a part of a devout Catholic family. When we met, I had never had sex with anyone and did not want to have sex until marriage because I always thought that was what God wanted me to do. I told my then-boyfriend that and he said he was fine with it. But he had had sex with a lot of people already. I was okay with that too.
We got married about three years ago and things aren’t going well for us. I’ve really been trying everything I can....I make him great dinners, tell him why I love him, listen patiently. He’s in the military, and I’ve left my whole family and all of my friends to be with him. I took care of everything at home while he was deployed. It’s so hard for me to find a job but I’m pretty patient now and find things to do to keep myself busy. I feel like I’m trying my best.
But today he told me he can’t help but think about divorce. He says I am terrible at having sex. The thing that bothers him the most is that I don’t have [bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse] like his previous partners had—I need clitoral stimulation to really enjoy sex and his old girlfriends never did. He keeps saying there is something wrong with me that I need to fix, and there’s nothing he can do. I told him there’s nothing biologically wrong with me...scientifically, about 80% of all women experience sex a lot like I do. I told him that since we’re married, we’re supposed to figure out how to have sex together. I’m a different person from his previous partners, so in a way he should be learning just like I am. He said, “Well, this is the most depressing conversation I’ve ever had. Everything has to be so serious with you. Nothing is fun anymore....not even sex.”
I just don’t know what to do. He’s suggested I watch inappropriate content, so I can learn how to have sex from what they do, but I know that’s not what God would want. He would want me to learn with my husband. But my husband doesn’t seem to have any patience for me asking him questions or even making eye contact with him during sex.
I told him I thought we could really benefit from counseling. A marriage counselor, or maybe a sex therapist. He flat-out refuses to give that a try. Does anyone ever go to a sex therapist by themselves? I can’t imagine it would work well without the other partner being willing to change.
I would so appreciate any advice you have. I’ve been raised to reject divorce so strongly, but if my husband is really that turned off by me sexually and refuses to believe he can help me get better at sex, I just don’t know what else we can do.
We got married about three years ago and things aren’t going well for us. I’ve really been trying everything I can....I make him great dinners, tell him why I love him, listen patiently. He’s in the military, and I’ve left my whole family and all of my friends to be with him. I took care of everything at home while he was deployed. It’s so hard for me to find a job but I’m pretty patient now and find things to do to keep myself busy. I feel like I’m trying my best.
But today he told me he can’t help but think about divorce. He says I am terrible at having sex. The thing that bothers him the most is that I don’t have [bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse] like his previous partners had—I need clitoral stimulation to really enjoy sex and his old girlfriends never did. He keeps saying there is something wrong with me that I need to fix, and there’s nothing he can do. I told him there’s nothing biologically wrong with me...scientifically, about 80% of all women experience sex a lot like I do. I told him that since we’re married, we’re supposed to figure out how to have sex together. I’m a different person from his previous partners, so in a way he should be learning just like I am. He said, “Well, this is the most depressing conversation I’ve ever had. Everything has to be so serious with you. Nothing is fun anymore....not even sex.”
I just don’t know what to do. He’s suggested I watch inappropriate content, so I can learn how to have sex from what they do, but I know that’s not what God would want. He would want me to learn with my husband. But my husband doesn’t seem to have any patience for me asking him questions or even making eye contact with him during sex.
I told him I thought we could really benefit from counseling. A marriage counselor, or maybe a sex therapist. He flat-out refuses to give that a try. Does anyone ever go to a sex therapist by themselves? I can’t imagine it would work well without the other partner being willing to change.
I would so appreciate any advice you have. I’ve been raised to reject divorce so strongly, but if my husband is really that turned off by me sexually and refuses to believe he can help me get better at sex, I just don’t know what else we can do.
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