I'm not sure where to begin. Basically I have so many thoughts about going through a miscarriage. It was the worst nightmare I've ever gone through. I don't know how to accept or get over it. The physical pain is the worst part to me, but is equal to or a tad less than the moment I realized what was happening. I don't think about it daily, but when I think about it sometimes I get depressed just by the thought of it.
I love God, but I don't see how He could make our bodies capable of something so horrific. If nothing else, I don't get why we have to feel that much physical pain. Don't women already have enough hell to deal with?
When I first started to have bleeding, I thought it was a period. When I read about it online, the only thing I saw was that it can be normal while pregnant. Nowhere did I see that it could be the start of a miscarriage. After it happened I went online and low and behold there was info. So easy to find, but nowhere when I had looked before.
To my knowledge I don't think there is even anything you can do to make a miscarriage less painful except pray and hope to goodness the pain is lessened. When I went through it I prayed, but it didn't lessen until later when my husband also prayed out loud. By then most of it had already happened as far as the pain/bleeding. I don't know if he prayed before that or not, but luckily God finally made it a little better. Following that was the feeling like I would throw up or faint. By the time it was proven what happened I had already let out the emotions. I was just relieved I was feeling better physically.
The other horror is the thought that I'm just at the beginning of this. I've heard of women having this happen many times. I already became depressed from the first time, I don't see how I could handle it again.
I would like to hear your responses, advice, etc..
Questions I have is:
How have you accepted it?
What are your thoughts on it/going through it?
Is there a method you know of that could actually take away the pain somehow?
I love God, but I don't see how He could make our bodies capable of something so horrific. If nothing else, I don't get why we have to feel that much physical pain. Don't women already have enough hell to deal with?
When I first started to have bleeding, I thought it was a period. When I read about it online, the only thing I saw was that it can be normal while pregnant. Nowhere did I see that it could be the start of a miscarriage. After it happened I went online and low and behold there was info. So easy to find, but nowhere when I had looked before.
To my knowledge I don't think there is even anything you can do to make a miscarriage less painful except pray and hope to goodness the pain is lessened. When I went through it I prayed, but it didn't lessen until later when my husband also prayed out loud. By then most of it had already happened as far as the pain/bleeding. I don't know if he prayed before that or not, but luckily God finally made it a little better. Following that was the feeling like I would throw up or faint. By the time it was proven what happened I had already let out the emotions. I was just relieved I was feeling better physically.
The other horror is the thought that I'm just at the beginning of this. I've heard of women having this happen many times. I already became depressed from the first time, I don't see how I could handle it again.
I would like to hear your responses, advice, etc..
Questions I have is:
How have you accepted it?
What are your thoughts on it/going through it?
Is there a method you know of that could actually take away the pain somehow?
I'm so sorry for your loss, I am praying for you right now that God will help heal your pain.
