My ocd is telling me that I may have made with my thoughts for a second, a rush promise to God for fun. like a game.
I do not remember. I remember having different kind of thoughts about something but I cant remember any promise. My ocd worries are about promises so I think I would remember it.
My ocd is telling me that I may have made a promise to God not to go to a specific workplace, because I was planning not to go and wanted to force myself not to go or maybe I was doing for fun because I was sure that I was never going to work there, so some thoughts about promise may have slipped in my head.
are these promises valid?
I remember nothing but if I take the hypothetical scenarios of my ocd and imagine them, I get so worried and a part of me, without my will, is like "i do not remember this happening, but somehow rings a bell. maybe it happened maybe not, but cant confirm it.
me, who has ocd, and has prayed a lot to God, and tried not to make a mistake about making a promise, what are the chances of being careless and making the mistake for a couple of seconds that I do not remember?
why ocd insists so much? I was able to beat ocd in other case, but this is tough. ocd insists and a part of me somehow thinks that ocd may have a point.
if, in case a promise thought was made, is it considered ocd-related or not? I worry if there was a thought about promise to God and I was so careless that maybe I did it on purpose, for fun. I wonder if it happened, if it still counts as an ocd thought, even though that I was careless.
I worry that a higher power or the universe does not care about my ocd and validate those thoughts.
I do not remember. I remember having different kind of thoughts about something but I cant remember any promise. My ocd worries are about promises so I think I would remember it.
My ocd is telling me that I may have made a promise to God not to go to a specific workplace, because I was planning not to go and wanted to force myself not to go or maybe I was doing for fun because I was sure that I was never going to work there, so some thoughts about promise may have slipped in my head.
are these promises valid?
I remember nothing but if I take the hypothetical scenarios of my ocd and imagine them, I get so worried and a part of me, without my will, is like "i do not remember this happening, but somehow rings a bell. maybe it happened maybe not, but cant confirm it.
me, who has ocd, and has prayed a lot to God, and tried not to make a mistake about making a promise, what are the chances of being careless and making the mistake for a couple of seconds that I do not remember?
why ocd insists so much? I was able to beat ocd in other case, but this is tough. ocd insists and a part of me somehow thinks that ocd may have a point.
if, in case a promise thought was made, is it considered ocd-related or not? I worry if there was a thought about promise to God and I was so careless that maybe I did it on purpose, for fun. I wonder if it happened, if it still counts as an ocd thought, even though that I was careless.
I worry that a higher power or the universe does not care about my ocd and validate those thoughts.
