I blame and abuse god

[Metalfreak84]

That's true, and I feel god is around but I treat him like an enemy, when ever things don't go right I swear and abuse him, and say things like I want to kill you to him, I want to fight you. etc.

No matter what when I am angry I wish he was dead or I could kill him some how and make the world a better place without the idiot.
But when I'm carm and relaxed, no problems with God then, I feel sometimes he is against me to.

 

[mpok1519]

duuude. Relax man. RelaX!

Gods not your enemy. But He does allow evil to exist so YOU can make the good choice. You cannot blame Him for bad stuff man. Blame yorself. Blame, your fellow man for trashing this planet into what you see. Blame, anything, besides Him.

Its all a big test man. One you should have fun taking. One you shouldn't dread. One you should excell in. Relax!

listen to some matishyahu. when i feel mad thats what i do.

 

[ebia]

That's true, and I feel god is around but I treat him like an enemy, when ever things don't go right I swear and abuse him, and say things like I want to kill you to him, I want to fight you. etc.

No matter what when I am angry I wish he was dead or I could kill him some how and make the world a better place without the idiot.
But when I'm carm and relaxed, no problems with God then, I feel sometimes he is against me to.

Try looking at the psalms. God has given his "permission" for us to express all our emotions about him to him.

 

[heron]

I find that my perception of God gets distorted when I don't read His Word. When I spend a few minutes in it, I am embarrassed to find that He had good intentions for me, that I had forgotten.

I appreciate your honesty. We all get a little frazzled sometimes, and create scapegoats... just a way the mind deals.

 

[Aces High]

If you don't mind me asking, how old are you?

If you do actually believe in God, then you should know that He is not there to hurt you - but to love you and bring peace into your life. If you believe in God of the bible, then you know that there is someone (or some thing) called Satan. Explain to me how you've come to the conclusion that it is God which is against you and not Satan?

p.s. I wouldn't recomend you swear, but if you must, try and target that anger towards Satan and not God.

Dude lovely post considering you are agnostic, don't take that as an offence, but a compliment. People never cease to amaze me.

 

[Aces High]

That's true, and I feel god is around but I treat him like an enemy, when ever things don't go right I swear and abuse him, and say things like I want to kill you to him, I want to fight you. etc.

No matter what when I am angry I wish he was dead or I could kill him some how and make the world a better place without the idiot.
But when I'm carm and relaxed, no problems with God then, I feel sometimes he is against me to.

To me it sounds like Satan's work, he is driving you to believe it's all God's fault, if you do acknowledge the existence of God, the Christian God or the Islamic God, then you must be aware that Satan does exist too, you cannot believe in God and think Satan doesn't exist.

Have you ever thought about how this could be Satan doing this to you? You can get over this, when you get angry, instead of insulting him why not try to thank him for the good that has happened in your life and pray to him that you see Him as good not bad.

I will pray for you

God Bless dude.

 

[heron]

Make a list some time, of ways people have wronged you.
Then add to the list which times you might have been able to change the outcome -- whether it would have involved taking risks, knowing how to influence the authorities, ratting on others, befriending people, being more respected (being older), breaking through red tape to a purer form of justice ... whatever.

Sometimes we get angry just because things are so out of control, and there appears to be no easy fix.

 

[Key]

That's true, and I feel god is around but I treat him like an enemy, when ever things don't go right I swear and abuse him, and say things like I want to kill you to him, I want to fight you. etc.

No matter what when I am angry I wish he was dead or I could kill him some how and make the world a better place without the idiot.
But when I'm carm and relaxed, no problems with God then, I feel sometimes he is against me to.

Is there a question?

God Bless

Key

 

[TwilightSol]

in the end God forgives everything then forgets, sure at times it may seem like he's the worst thing in the universe but at other times he may be the only person to turn to, even it you dont belive. I admit that sometimes i wonder why God could do somethings but i need to let it go and understand that no matter what God is there to love me and even if he does some horrable things should we not also learn to forgive and forget. we cant let things hold us down. its time to break away.

 

[mpok1519]

perhaps he'd rather rule in hell than serve in Heaven....

some people see it like that.

Not that it is good or anything....

 

[prophecystudent]

If you think you have trouble, read the book of Job. That guy had real trouble.

In short, none of his trouble came from God. Satan did it all. I will agree that God let it happen to Job, but God also restored to Job more than he lost during Satan's attempts to destroy him or to make him curse God. Neither happened and Job will be with God, in heaven, for eternity. A much better place than where Satan will reside.

I have no idea what kind of troubles you are going through for which you blame God.

On a personal level, I was told today that I have prostate cancer. AND I DO NOT BLAME GOD FOR IT.

Bad things happen but God does not cause them to happen.

By the way, it is not wrong to be angry with God, but make sure you are angry at Him for the right reasons.

Fred

Fred