I got religious ocd and afraid to be condemn. I have pass the intrusive thought, vows, blasphemy, sold a soul and having a nightmare about my ocd. And I have overcome all of that and ignore it.I think it was my ocd. But now my fear develop to hearing voices. Also I afraid of coincidences. I think I have heard somethings likes "Don't go to.... or else you will be condemn. And the night later, I wake up and my thought pop up thinking that Go to.... or else I will be condemn. I afraid that God is saying to me. I don't want to be condemn, but I don't know I should go or not. Do you think it's godsaying that to me, or it just my anxiety?
For more information, I used to have sleepparalysis and hearing voices likes scary laugh but it dissapear.
In that night, which I hear a voices, Some phrases or syllable of my thought be in audio sound of different voices. But suddenly this sentence pop up in sound after my audio thought dissapear for a while.
Pray for me to choosing right decision.
*Actually, Go to...... is my dream and it so meaningful for me.
*Sorry for my bad english.
*This is my first post, I don't know if I have post it correctly or not.
For more information, I used to have sleepparalysis and hearing voices likes scary laugh but it dissapear.
In that night, which I hear a voices, Some phrases or syllable of my thought be in audio sound of different voices. But suddenly this sentence pop up in sound after my audio thought dissapear for a while.
Pray for me to choosing right decision.
*Actually, Go to...... is my dream and it so meaningful for me.
*Sorry for my bad english.
*This is my first post, I don't know if I have post it correctly or not.