Need prayers, My mom past away today.
I have to siblings in there early 20's that were still depanded on my mom.
The older of my 2 younger brothers, is taking this really hard, as we all are having a hard time with this, she was very young, she is only 59 and died with a massive heart attack.
My brother is very suicidal and not a Christian his name is Joseph Please keep him in your prayers. My other brother is Ryan he needs prayers too, were very close.
I have a brother that is also living with me named Eric but is not my moms.
He is my half brother on my fathers side. He is been made to leave my home at the end on May. Please keep Him in your prayers as well.
Things didn't work out with Him living in my home. He isn't a Christian either, Needs alot of prayers.
I thank you in advance for your prayers, they are greatly appreciated. My Mom and I haven't been getting along for years, for she was my abuser, But I love her, and wished her the best the last time we spoke, even though it wasn't a time for either of us. She was a special lady, and was a ill lady, she was abused herself as a child so I was able to forgive her. She was a very angry spirited person before she died. Now she can rest in Peace until the Lord Comes.
In Memory of my Mom,
I love you, and will miss you, But know that one day we will meet again, In Heaven, There will be no more pain, or lies to hide behind no more, there will be Joy. My mom gave her heart to Christ along time ago, but not sure where she stood with God in her life in the last 10 years, I haven't been in your life other then phone calls and cards. But know this Mom, You were always special in my eyes, I looked up to you even to this day and remember the Great times we had together, NO one can take that from me. This is what I choose to remember about you, Your lovely smile and the times we had fun running in the rain, jumping in the puddles and going for late night walks, just to get a donut. What a treat. I loved your funny lines you would make up. You were the One person I have always loved, even when I couldn't love myself. I only wish we Could have been better friends, like a real mother and daughter, But know this Mom, I will never forget you, I forgave you years ago, I love you so much I had to break the change of the abuse and stay away, Now that you are gone the healing must begin with deep in me.
Your loving Daughter,
Starr