This my 3rd attempt to post a thread here! (am on dial up....)
Its Been a long road. My faith/walk took a beating (I still got spiritual bruises all over) but I still beleive and give thanks to Him for helping me despite, to my shame, my lack of faith when I neded faith more than anything.
Finally found a rental (trailer) in a trailer park way put in the middle of nowhere a couple weeks ago. It aint a palace but its a 8 by 33 sardine can I can call home for now.
Took a while but no longer unemployed and homeless!
I completed my training to the new position this past friday and thus my schedule changed: istead of M - F; its Thurs thru Mon - work on Sundays.
which is ok. just gotta rely on Him to show me a church with mid week service.
only fly in ointment - out here where I live is dial up or wireless only. just got it downloaded last night.
cant afford the wireless at this time so its 26.4 kbps which dosconnects about every 10 - 20 minutes. takes up to 5 minutes to load a page here at CF!
I got disconnected twice while trying to write/post this thread! had to copy to a document then paste when reconnected.
but, at least I got internet and email.
just wanted to give an update to my situation.
I want to thank all of you who have prayed for me when it was bad. your prayer may have been at the time when I wanted to just walk awau from al this and Him but felt a mvoe of strength to hang on another day. Or to give me a calm wen all the dors was closing and I did not know where I was going to go. (even my pastor was asking God what was going on!)
The expressions of concern, friendship, love - it truly means more than you know.
God bless you all. I dont see the huggy smiley and want to get this posted before I time out again and get disconnected. consider yourselves hugged!
Its Been a long road. My faith/walk took a beating (I still got spiritual bruises all over) but I still beleive and give thanks to Him for helping me despite, to my shame, my lack of faith when I neded faith more than anything.
Finally found a rental (trailer) in a trailer park way put in the middle of nowhere a couple weeks ago. It aint a palace but its a 8 by 33 sardine can I can call home for now.
Took a while but no longer unemployed and homeless!
I completed my training to the new position this past friday and thus my schedule changed: istead of M - F; its Thurs thru Mon - work on Sundays.
which is ok. just gotta rely on Him to show me a church with mid week service.
only fly in ointment - out here where I live is dial up or wireless only. just got it downloaded last night.
cant afford the wireless at this time so its 26.4 kbps which dosconnects about every 10 - 20 minutes. takes up to 5 minutes to load a page here at CF!
I got disconnected twice while trying to write/post this thread! had to copy to a document then paste when reconnected.
but, at least I got internet and email.
just wanted to give an update to my situation.
I want to thank all of you who have prayed for me when it was bad. your prayer may have been at the time when I wanted to just walk awau from al this and Him but felt a mvoe of strength to hang on another day. Or to give me a calm wen all the dors was closing and I did not know where I was going to go. (even my pastor was asking God what was going on!)
The expressions of concern, friendship, love - it truly means more than you know.
God bless you all. I dont see the huggy smiley and want to get this posted before I time out again and get disconnected. consider yourselves hugged!
