I don't know why my life went as it went, but if there is a good reason I shouldn't change anything. But let's assume that it's possible and useful to go back.
Hm, I don't think that I had any influence on the things that I wish I hadn't (or had) experienced, with some exceptions. One of the exceptions is that I would treat my mum better and not criticize her all the time. I would show her that I loved her very much, every day. But I'm doing that right now, and she appreciates that. And I wouldn't listen to the depressing and paranoid ideas on life that my dad has.
I couldn't have handled the bullying differently because I was not responsible for it, and I tried to make them stop in so many ways that I still can't think of a better solution even though all my solutions were useless. Maybe if I could relive that, I would seriously harm the ones that bullied me for so many years, because then I would know how much they ruined in my life. I didn't know it would scar me for life when I was a kid. I do know now. So for the safety of my bullies I can't go back. I'd be so violent, even though I hate violence.
Another thing is that I wish I had met my husband sooner. So with the knowledge that I have now I would have visited the places that he frequented at that time. I wish I had met him in 1995/1996 instead of 2003. Our paths have crossed so often, we had so many acquaintances and friends in common, it really could have happened then and that would have spared me a lot of misery and loneliness and depression, and an eating disorder. Yep. But same with the bullying - I can't influence this. It's not something that I can "do" or "not do". It just happened.