Hi everyone!
This is practically my first post here so please forgive if I'm asking in the wrong place. I don't know where to ask this.
To be as short as possible. My testimony how I became a Christian is dark, because I used to dabble in the occult and new age, which is the occult. I didn't do on purpose, because I didn't know I was doing anything wrong. I thought I was spiritually gifted and I needed to practice my gifts. I didn't know "gifts" were from Satan and I wasn't consciously worshipping him. I was part of a cult, and I didn't know it.
It's been few years since I came to Christ and I deeply repent and regret all my sins, especially those I did in the occult practices. I pray to God every day for forgiveness and I pray to be delivered from the powers of the occult. I won't go into details what I was doing, but it was advanced sorcery. I've never hurt anyone with it. I was doing it for my purpose to grow spiritually. So I thought. So were my friends I don't hang out anymore with.
Now, to my problem. In spite all of it, I can't stop astral projecting. According to Christianity, it is a sin. I don't do it on purpose anymore. It always happens spontaneously. I have mixed experiences in astral. Some are fun, others and torture and attacks. I don't know if some of the members of the cult I left are putting spells on me. It happens on weekly basis and I'm very tired of it. I wish all people are doing good, and basically only wish I have for myself, is that I stop going in astral.
I understand if I had to pay my due to Satan or something like that. But I was into occult for a few months and my punishment lasts for years.
Some priests I talked with think that I need to go to an exorcist. I am not possessed so I don't think I need such extreme thing. What do you think?
Has anyone had similar experiences or troubles and how did you deal with it? Why is this happening to me? What is there to do to stop it? People prayed for me, but nothing worked.
Thank you. God bless.
This is practically my first post here so please forgive if I'm asking in the wrong place. I don't know where to ask this.
To be as short as possible. My testimony how I became a Christian is dark, because I used to dabble in the occult and new age, which is the occult. I didn't do on purpose, because I didn't know I was doing anything wrong. I thought I was spiritually gifted and I needed to practice my gifts. I didn't know "gifts" were from Satan and I wasn't consciously worshipping him. I was part of a cult, and I didn't know it.
It's been few years since I came to Christ and I deeply repent and regret all my sins, especially those I did in the occult practices. I pray to God every day for forgiveness and I pray to be delivered from the powers of the occult. I won't go into details what I was doing, but it was advanced sorcery. I've never hurt anyone with it. I was doing it for my purpose to grow spiritually. So I thought. So were my friends I don't hang out anymore with.
Now, to my problem. In spite all of it, I can't stop astral projecting. According to Christianity, it is a sin. I don't do it on purpose anymore. It always happens spontaneously. I have mixed experiences in astral. Some are fun, others and torture and attacks. I don't know if some of the members of the cult I left are putting spells on me. It happens on weekly basis and I'm very tired of it. I wish all people are doing good, and basically only wish I have for myself, is that I stop going in astral.
I understand if I had to pay my due to Satan or something like that. But I was into occult for a few months and my punishment lasts for years.
Some priests I talked with think that I need to go to an exorcist. I am not possessed so I don't think I need such extreme thing. What do you think?
Has anyone had similar experiences or troubles and how did you deal with it? Why is this happening to me? What is there to do to stop it? People prayed for me, but nothing worked.
Thank you. God bless.