Ya know, i turn 32 next month and I have never had a (really) serious relationship, and Im still a virgin. For over a decade I believed it was me because of my shyness and the way i looked (I'm obese).
Many many MANY years (over a decade) i have been in torment with this issue. I have had severe depression, thoughts of suicide, I had asked God "why? What is wrong with me?" and i never really got an awnser.
Ive seen my friends from highschool become brides and mothers and here i am, stuck in time.
I finally said to God (after he made a miracle happen in my life), "Lord, here I am! I am Yours. If you want to keep your own virgin daugher for Yourself, let Your will be done!"
Long story short, there is a man that i deeply affectionate towards and I think God might have chosen for my husband in the future BUT I said to God, "Lord, if you believe that this man would be better off with someone else, I care enough about him that I pray you make him someone else's husband!".
God has a plan for our lives. The BEST plan. It might not be the plan that we think is the best but He is in control and He will make everything beautiful in its time.
God bless, DefeatedChristian.
I pray God heals your heart in time and gives you a beautiful future!