Yup, its very wrong. Im not surprise ur out. Have u ever think the reason why God puts u in an adventist church?
14 good years as adventist. formerly RC. thats me.
I think G-d put me there for a reason. At least I found Y'shua there as I was into Eastern religions before I became an SDA.
I had really wanted to become a Baptist when I decided I wanted to be a Christian but my wife would just not allow it and I caved in to keep unity in the family.
I think the SDA church at least exposed me to the idea of Shabbat(which as a Messianic I observe and enjoy and appreciate more than ever) and the SDA church exposed me to the idea that the Torah has not been done away with, even though SDAs do not keep the whole Torah.
I think the truth that is in the SDA church(and there is some I will admit) prepared me for the more truth I have found as a Messianic.
G-d knows what He is doing and yes there was a reason why I spent 14 years as an Adventist, even if they were 14 rather sprititually unfulling years as I just could never accept many of the Adventist doctrines like the state of the dead and it made me feel bad when I had to pretend to in order to avoid being disfellowshipped.
Honestly, I saw no hope or joy or peace in Adventism. The sermons were little or nothing about Y'shua or from the Word but more like "Ellen said this and Ellen said that" or how wonderful it is to be an Adventist or how Adventists are better than everyone else or the "Sunday Laws are coming" or "hiw wonderful the Adventist State of the dead doctrine is" or how " the Adventist church is the ONLY ark of safety and don't you dare leave", etc., etc. etc.
I don't mean to offend, this WAS my experience as an Adventist. I HATED going to Adventist Church but I love my wife so much and just wanted to make her happy.
But after the 3Q 2006 Adult Sabbath School Quarterly when I found out the IJ was a complete sham I could no longer pretend.
Fortunately, my dear wife has accepted my leaving the SDA Church and becoming Messianic and even listens to things I tell her about my beliefs(but I don't push them on her). We focus on the things we have in common; Y'shua, Shabbat, and the food laws and things are great.
I realise I converted to Adventism back then for completely the wrong reasons but I wanted to leave the Eastern religion I was involved in (Baha'i) and accept Y'shua as L-rd and Saviour and be a Christian but my wife would not allow me to be a Baptist like I really wanted to be at that time.
Shalom,
Lebesgue