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How does an atheist learn to hear God?

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I had turned into an atheist at 14 because my malignant narcissist of a mother misused the Bible to try to coerce me into obeying her. Which I refused to do because I was sick of her tormenting me. My thoughts were if you’re a religious person I’d rather be an atheist .

I ended up being spiritually attacked by something evil and realized that if this evil thing existed then so could God. I felt this overwhelming love at that point and while I’ve had doubts about my safety and why couldn’t I seem to be around healthy people (abusive family and bad relationships) I’ve rarely doubted that God existed. I don’t think atheists are bad people or even that they’re wrong as I think God uses them to rein in toxic dysfunctional believers.
 
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I had turned into an atheist at 14 because my malignant narcissist of a mother misused the Bible to try to coerce me into obeying her. Which I refused to do because I was sick of her tormenting me. My thoughts were if you’re a religious person I’d rather be an atheist .

I ended up being spiritually attacked by something evil and realized that if this evil thing existed then so could God. I felt this overwhelming love at that point and while I’ve had doubts about my safety and why couldn’t I seem to be around healthy people (abusive family and bad relationships) I’ve rarely doubted that God existed. I don’t think atheists are bad people or even that they’re wrong as I think God uses them to rein in toxic dysfunctional believers.
I was faced with such a challenge even earlier then 14.

When I was 11 someone asked me if I was "saved"? Holy crapola! What in hell does that mean to an 11yr old?

As long as I can remember, Jesus was my "invisible friend" having learned of Him from my mother. I took Him on bike rides to show Him all the beauty I had come to recognize, before and after, having been blinded at 9. I am now sighted since 10(T'was blind but now I see)

I would also teach Him everything I was learning in school. Also George Washington and Abraham Lincoln as they had no inventory of ideas to understand things such as "lift" that I was learning. But, I thought that I should teach them such cool stuff!

I think that that charmed Jesus. Which maybe, explains the rest of my life beyond dreams! But, it was a rough start!

I AM NOT SAVED! I, as then, am being delivered constantly into the life of God's promised joy! And I will be with Him forever as His slave, friend and son that He built!

OSAS--Once a Sheep, Always a Sheep! You should all busy yourselves with how to be God's beloved sheep rather than trying to figure out if you "saved" or not!
 
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