how do I let go?

[lj4jc]

I really had to let go today.
I hit rock bottom, and God offered to help me out of it - He just wanted me to ask for it :S
When I did... He bailed me out, and I'm just starting to realise how good His promise is for me.

Thing is, I also realise how much I still cling to, and that it's got to go, or it will remain between us.

I still think of myself as some sort of freak; I'm just not the same as everybody else, I don't fit in. I feel that nobody in the world gets me. I have to realise that we have a high priest who perfectly understands our struggles, and to open up to Him about it... I'm being a wuss about it though.

Don't worry you are not alone. Sometimes I feel if no one cares about me and that I don't fit in anywhere. Somedays are worse than others. God loves you just the way you are and knows where you are coming from and where you are headed. He knows everything about you and just plain loves you. Someday we are all going to be in heaven! This thought alone can bring me comfort. All the sorrows, the aches, the pains, the low self-confidence, is just going to melt away some day and we are all going to live in his sonshine.