I understand your point.
Years ago I used to argue these things (many years ago!). I studied under eminent persons in the life sciences, but the pace was frenetic. There was no TIME to ask critical questions - it was simply learn and regurgitate, and do an excellent job in the labs, or be left behind. Especially for a female. The prevailing attitude at the time was that "women didn't belong". I actually had a class that was so difficult, it washed out well over 50%, but I had near-perfect scores. I had a vehicle accident as I was pulling into the university one day, and as I was coming for an exam, I went to tell him I was going to the hospital instead because I thought my arm was broken. He took one look at me (it was my left arm) and said, "you're right-handed, aren't you? Take the exam." So I persevered. I believed it all, as taught to me. It wasn't until years later, when I wanted to construct a better curriculum, and I set out to PROVE evolution, that I started finding holes, errors, and kept running into various things that would prevent me from demonstrating what I wished to demonstrate. Anyway, that was about the time I decided to go back and change specialties.
Wow, sounds like a tough program. I was pretty much a Liberal Arts major, it requires a lot of reading but not a lot of discipline. Spent a year at a Bible college where I learned quite a bit, not that there was much room in the papers after all the text variation and such.
If there was a "current research for dummies" out there, or at least a succinct stay-on-top source, I'm still half-interested. But seriously, I don't have enough hours in the day to study and practice what I'm interested in now. I've discovered the early Christianity, and there are literally millions of pages, and most not in any order of importance (most not translated either). I also received a diagnosis last year that has made me realize time is precious. And even back when I used to argue these things, people will see what they want to see. If they come asking because they truly want to know how this can be so, then I was willing to take all the time I had with them. But if they are just trying to gather evidence so they can mock against it, that's a waste of my time, and further hardens their hearts. And those who may observe may end up more confused. No one wins.
Sorry to hear about your medical issues, I got a simple operation last year and it took almost six months to put my life together. The Creavo thing has pretty much ran it's course, I took an interest during the Culture wars. When the decision for the Dover Intelligent Design case was handed down the traffic slowed down considerably. I'm amazed that some of the regulars can't seem to grasp basic biology, one guy I debated regularly for years didn't know DNA is composed of nucleotides. My thing is history and philosophy but the genetics thing is really interesting because they are publishing on an epic scale. Paleontology is more sparse and geology you can forget it, cosmology and astronomy are largely irrelevant. Here's one of those little gems I found along the way. It's from the opening lines of the Initial Sequence of the Human Genome Project:
The rediscovery of Mendel's laws of heredity in the opening weeks of the 20th century sparked a scientific quest to understand the nature and content of genetic information that has propelled biology for the last hundred years. The scientific progress made falls naturally into four main phases, corresponding roughly to the four quarters of the century. The first established the cellular basis of heredity: the chromosomes. The second defined the molecular basis of heredity: the DNA double helix. The third unlocked the informational basis of heredity, with the discovery of the biological mechanism by which cells read the information contained in genes and with the invention of the recombinant DNA technologies of cloning and sequencing by which scientists can do the same.
The last quarter of a century has been marked by a relentless drive to decipher first genes and then entire genomes, spawning the field of genomics. (Nature 2001)
Mendel was recruited by CP Napp at Bruno, to develop hybrids. This is the mid-nineteenth century so no one had seen a chromosome yet let alone DNA. Right around the turn of the century microscopes started picking up on chromosomes and Mendel's research was a mathematical model that proved invaluable. In the space between the development of chromosome theory and during the march toward the DNA double helix model Darwinism was synthesized with genetics. It was dubbed Neodarwinism and now it's piggy backed into natural science through no merit of it's own.
However, it's refreshing to see at least the direction you are taking. When I ran into brick walls with "proving evolution" I had a look at what "Creation Science" was offering. I know Ken Hovind personally, btw. And I have a collection of books and data files from many proponents. And while they do ask many good questions, and have a few good points, too much of it was an embarrassment to read as "science" and would be better never brought up to critical examination.
Hovinid came up repeatedly in these discussions and I honestly didn't know anything about him. I've read about the Leakys and actually learned a great deal from Richard Darwkins as a matter of fact. In his book, An Ancestors Tale, he discusses the expansion of the human brain from that of apes. The first thing I noticed when I cross checked it with brain related genes is a huge list of disease and disorder and absolutely nothing indicating mutations were capable of doing anything other then harm. When I introduced this in the discussions the response was diversion followed by virtual silence. The same thing happened with comparative genomics, my Guard unit was called up to respond to Katrina the very day I first heard of the Initial Sequence of the Chimpanzee Genome. I won't bore you with specifics but there is a staggering amount of divergence genome wide and even in 3 out of four of the functional genes. What always fascinated me about that, they simply don't have an answer for how.
Anyway ... I wish I could help. But what I am working with now suits me better. The Gospel is a message of healing, and when it works to make a person whole and at peace in his mind and soul (sometimes body as well) even after decades or a lifetime of issues, then people are benefited and others take notice. I changed to psychology and neuroscience when I abandoned Life Sciences, btw. So that's why my interest is stronger here, and I'm better suited, I think. Whether I have a short or long time left (if God grants it) I do not know, but it will never be long enough for what I'd like to do. So I try to stay on one course.
Neuroscience huh? That's interesting. I generally encourage creationists to avoid these ridiculous debates unless there is just something they really want to run through the mill. I hear from them from time to time and most Christians won't tolerate the divisive and contentious spirit in these debates. For most Christians the Bible is more devotional then anything else, it enhances prayer and worship, that should always be our first priority.
Again I'm so sorry to hear about your illness, no one is promised tomorrow but getting diagnosed with a devastating illness has to be overwhelming. I can well see why you wouldn't want to bother with this no man's land of Creavo, I enjoy it but I always learn something new. It's almost comical, none of the regulars would share anything from cutting edge research but newbies don't know any better. I get most of my best ammunition from Darwinians, Richard Darwkins probably gave me my most important insights.
(And these were all comments relating to myself, btw, absolutely NO criticism was intended, and please forgive me if any part came across that way.)
God be with you.
I've seen a number of your posts, here and elsewhere, I've never seen any indication of a critical spirit. I thoroughly enjoy your posts, it's always nice to hear from some of the older traditions. While I'm pretty much a Calvinist and an old school evangelical the Orthodox and Catholic traditions have an abundance of scholarship and a history that goes all the way back to the first century. Things like this:
O Lord Almighty, the Healer of our souls and bodies, You Who put down and raise up, Who chastise and heal also; do You now, in Your great mercy, visit our sister Anastasia, who is sick. Stretch forth Your hand that is full of healing and health, and get her up from his her bed, and cure her of his her illness. Put away from her the spirit of disease and of every malady, pain and fever to which she is bound; and if she has sins and transgressions, grant to her remission and forgiveness, in that You love mankind; yea, Lord my God, pity Your creation, through the compassions of Your Only-Begotten Son, together with Your All-Holy, Good and Life-creating Spirit, with Whom You are blessed, both now and ever, and to the ages of ages. Amen.
Grace and peace,
Mark