i used to love philosopthy. I found it so intresting. Althoough i made up all my own ideas. But the way people acted towards others in war. War was the thing i was most intrested in. How and why poeple did the things they did. Killing people in grusome ways. The thing that i wondered is why do people enjoy it when others scream in pain. Why are humans so blood thirst?what kind of right do they have to kill people? What kind of right dont they have to kill people? Why should other people even care if other people die? who cares since morals come from a mind that also kills? Who cares about morals, everything is a dilusion. If i die why should anyone care. I am a mere 17 years oor so compared to 7 billion ytears it took the time to evolve. really thinking about it, we are pathetic. We are so minute, we are so tiny, what makes us special? What defines you to moral rights? Eventually io thought It is "ok" to kill a person for no reason. I was twisted and weird. I started getting weird thoughts in how i might kill people in certain points of my life, after watching war movies i saw dead people from the movies in my own home. I wanted to imagine them dead, not animals. why not animals? but human beings. I imagined children dead. at first i thought it would make me a stribnger person my views about philosopthy and life. I thought i would come out with morals, but only came out weak and pathetic. A few points i heard voices in my head. i thought i was going insane. i tried so many thoughts and things to think what made morals, i thought psycolgically, mentally, physically, and sometimes i just accepted it. but not once did i think it was god.
and one day i fiunally thought that even though i didnt believe in god. but strangly when i turned towards god all those twisted views and horrible thought suddenly went. What in the name of all names, in the thought of all thoughts, in the theories of all theories, in the thing of all things can such a big lie have such a huge effect on a soul that it can change them overnight? i have never come across such a lie, how can god not be there. How? what kind of twisted thing could make one suddenly feel with love......its like it jsut camme from nowhere.
the best philosopthy i ever know is god. He is the light of lights, the love of loves........
and one day i fiunally thought that even though i didnt believe in god. but strangly when i turned towards god all those twisted views and horrible thought suddenly went. What in the name of all names, in the thought of all thoughts, in the theories of all theories, in the thing of all things can such a big lie have such a huge effect on a soul that it can change them overnight? i have never come across such a lie, how can god not be there. How? what kind of twisted thing could make one suddenly feel with love......its like it jsut camme from nowhere.
the best philosopthy i ever know is god. He is the light of lights, the love of loves........