- Aug 19, 2019
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Hi, I am 22M and have been in a relationship with Christ for about a year now.
He is now putting me through a season of prayer and heart-healing; I have been hurt a lot by others in my past.
I recently discovered that pride is my stronghold. I have been living my entire life under the shelter of pride that it has been my "normal." However, it is now coming between my relationship with God and needs to go.
How can I destroy the stronghold of pride in my life and fall in love with humility before God?
What my pride looks like:
I used to think so so highly of myself daily. Concerned only about my appearance before others.
I used to meditate on New Age beliefs I cultivated, affirming myself as God (all men and women as God).
I used to believe in my own "philosophy" and imaginations rather than lean on the Word of God; which resulted in me lowering and "dehumanizing" God.
All my life I have been very controlling. I constantly have the desire to control and analyze things. This results in me questioning and doubting God and the security He provides me.
I constantly have the desire to understand "how" things work in the world. Rather than focus on the fact things "are." The blessing of an experience.
I have trouble obeying God's personal commands. Surrendering my pride.
I have constant, nagging intrusive thoughts that are prideful, hostile to God, and disobedient. I do my best to ignore them and they have slowly been going away.
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I now understand that humility is one of Jesus's most defining and significant characteristics that I need to cultivate.
However, I feel afraid to surrender my pride and "control."
I would like to fall in love with humility before God and surrender completely. My pride is a constant battle.
Do any of you have any tips on how I can do this? What do you do to cultivate humility before God?
Thanks for reading. God bless!
He is now putting me through a season of prayer and heart-healing; I have been hurt a lot by others in my past.
I recently discovered that pride is my stronghold. I have been living my entire life under the shelter of pride that it has been my "normal." However, it is now coming between my relationship with God and needs to go.
How can I destroy the stronghold of pride in my life and fall in love with humility before God?
What my pride looks like:
I used to think so so highly of myself daily. Concerned only about my appearance before others.
I used to meditate on New Age beliefs I cultivated, affirming myself as God (all men and women as God).
I used to believe in my own "philosophy" and imaginations rather than lean on the Word of God; which resulted in me lowering and "dehumanizing" God.
All my life I have been very controlling. I constantly have the desire to control and analyze things. This results in me questioning and doubting God and the security He provides me.
I constantly have the desire to understand "how" things work in the world. Rather than focus on the fact things "are." The blessing of an experience.
I have trouble obeying God's personal commands. Surrendering my pride.
I have constant, nagging intrusive thoughts that are prideful, hostile to God, and disobedient. I do my best to ignore them and they have slowly been going away.
...
I now understand that humility is one of Jesus's most defining and significant characteristics that I need to cultivate.
However, I feel afraid to surrender my pride and "control."
I would like to fall in love with humility before God and surrender completely. My pride is a constant battle.
Do any of you have any tips on how I can do this? What do you do to cultivate humility before God?
Thanks for reading. God bless!