How are you feeling? **Trigger**

[Surviving]

I don't know if people are happy to do this, or if this is appropriate. Basically, all you do is say how you feel. I have found this on other forums, and found that it can really help us by supporting each other with words of comfort, etc. If people aren't happy to do this then i'll understand. I'll start...

I'm very tearful at the moment.

 

[FallingWaters]

I don't know how I'm feeling. If someone were to care, and ask me questions, I might find out, but as it is - as usual - I am out of touch with my feelings and am feeling just sort of down but don't know why.

 

[lilymarie]

I feel sad. Some loved ones are ill, and my God Mother just died. She was a great Aunt to me and treated me like a special God daughter.

She loved greatly. A women of courage and giving and love.

She will be missed, but she is also "home".

 

[cruztacean]

Hugs to all of you.

My feelings are mixed. I am still in mourning for the Crocodile Hunter, which some people may call silly, but I don't think it is. But I've also just got a new kitten, and I'm happy about that.

 

[Everlasting33]

I feel lonely. I miss my boyfriend.

 

[Surviving]

FallingWaters, I hope that you pick up soon.

lilymarie, I'm sorry to hear about your loss. Just remember all the good things that have happened. She sounds like a great person to have known.

cruztacean, you're not silly at all. I didn't watch him on TV or anything, but it sounds like he did amazing things and brought alot of smiles to people through what he did. Glad to hear about your kitten.

Steelerbred33, sorry to hear that you're missing your boyfriend. I hope you get to see him soon.

 

[shazabella]

like whatever i've said doesn't matter he's still going to get away with it

- Shaz

 

[Surviving]

like whatever i've said doesn't matter he's still going to get away with it

- Shaz

Shaz, he won't get away with it as God will punish him. Hang in there. What you say and do always matters. You matter.

 

[FallingWaters]

I feel sad. Some loved ones are ill, and my God Mother just died. She was a great Aunt to me and treated me like a special God daughter.

She loved greatly. A women of courage and giving and love.
She will be missed, but she is also "home".

I am so sorry you lost your godmother. I lost my grandmother in July. She was very good to me throughout my whole life. It's hard to say goodbye. It is a comfort to know that you will see her again in heaven, though.

 

[FallingWaters]

Hugs to all of you.

My feelings are mixed. I am still in mourning for the Crocodile Hunter, which some people may call silly, but I don't think it is. But I've also just got a new kitten, and I'm happy about that.

I don't think you're silly. When I heard that he died, I cried my head off for a half hour. He had a special place in my heart. I always enjoyed seeing him on tv and I bought his movie for my sons but I watched it a couple of times, too. And how many times did I bust out laughing when he did those fed-ex commercials! (where the anti-venom didn't arrive on time)

Steve reminded me of my middle son who was the hardest for me to love because he's so unconventional and so opposite of me. Talk about thinking outside the box- my son is like, "What box?" Anyway because of the extra work it took to appreciate my son and accept him for who he is, and because Steve Irwin reminded me of my son, I loved him and appreciated him, and not only that but I admired Steve and was attracted to his energy, passion and vivacious approach to life.

It is so very sad for his wife and children. We just never know when our last day will be.

 

[lilymarie]

Yes, mourning takes awhile. I'm still so sad about my God Mother.

I have just been spending some alone time thinking about her and remembering all the wonderful times we had together.

Thank you all for you thoughtful words.

Hugs back to you all!

 

[EbonNelumbo]

Recurring nightmares, tons of stress, not sleeping much...can't even cry. I think I have broken the emotive side of myself, except anger. I broke a bone in my hand a while back by "supressing" my sadness into a locker my senior year of high school.

 

[shazabella]

I'm feeling weird atm ... a little overwhelmed, its dad's b'day and its like the family is more on edge then normal. I have therapy in the morning

*sigh*

- Shaz

 

[FallingWaters]

I was feeling rather anxious about going to bring something to my mother and possibly being abused verbally by her, but I prayed that God would use a great big angel to shut her mouth, so I'm just resting on that at that moment.

 

[Surviving]

Yes, mourning takes awhile. I'm still so sad about my God Mother.

I have just been spending some alone time thinking about her and remembering all the wonderful times we had together.

Thank you all for you thoughtful words.

Hugs back to you all!

Keep those thoughts in your mind. You will get there.

 

[Surviving]

Recurring nightmares, tons of stress, not sleeping much...can't even cry. I think I have broken the emotive side of myself, except anger. I broke a bone in my hand a while back by "supressing" my sadness into a locker my senior year of high school.

I'm sorry to hear that you are not sleeping well. Lack of sleep doesn't help when you want to express how you feel. Have a hot chocolate before you go to bed.

 

[Surviving]

I'm feeling weird atm ... a little overwhelmed, its dad's b'day and its like the family is more on edge then normal. I have therapy in the morning

*sigh*

- Shaz

I hope that your therapy goes well in the morning. This might be the reason that you are feeling abit overwhelmed. Take care.

 

[Surviving]

I was feeling rather anxious about going to bring something to my mother and possibly being abused verbally by her, but I prayed that God would use a great big angel to shut her mouth, so I'm just resting on that at that moment.

FallingWaters, I pray that God will soften your mums heart when you speak to her. Hope it goes well.

 

[Surviving]

I'm not too bad considering. I go up and down. Get really upset at the moment when talking about certain things and I get down really easily. Hopefully I will get through this soon.

 

[shazabella]

I hope that your therapy goes well in the morning. This might be the reason that you are feeling abit overwhelmed. Take care.

I chickened out from therapy - my anxiety levels were sky high and making it very hard to leave the house by myself ... i'd barely slept so i rung up and cancelled and then tried to go back to sleep ... it was so not cool. I'm coming to the conclusion that i need some form of anxiety meds so i can at least function. It doesn't help that my perp lives in the same suburb and i can see him up to 4 times in the same week.

I have a law assignment due which i can't concentrate on at all atm so yes ... life is hard but God is so much better then all of this

- Shaz