Hospital

[Bluerose31]

I may have to go to the hospital again today. I am feeling suicidal and hopeless. I have tried to stay strong but I am struggling a lot. I have a counseling appointment today at 4:30 and then I might have to go to the hospital. I am feeling sad and hurt. My mom just put some essential oils on me to calm me. She put a small candle by my computer to soothe me too. I am sad because this will now be the 7th time I have been in the hospital since my ritual abuse but I feel I have to go again.

 

[Root of Jesse]

I may have to go to the hospital again today. I am feeling suicidal and hopeless. I have tried to stay strong but I am struggling a lot. I have a counseling appointment today at 4:30 and then I might have to go to the hospital. I am feeling sad and hurt. My mom just put some essential oils on me to calm me. She put a small candle by my computer to soothe me too. I am sad because this will now be the 7th time I have been in the hospital since my ritual abuse but I feel I have to go again.

Stay strong. Get stronger with prayer.

 

[Goatee]

God bless you and protect u.

 

[Bluerose31]

Stay strong. Get stronger with prayer.

Thank you God bless you

 

[Bluerose31]

God bless you and protect u.

Thank you so much

 

[Dave G.]

I may have to go to the hospital again today. I am feeling suicidal and hopeless. I have tried to stay strong but I am struggling a lot. I have a counseling appointment today at 4:30 and then I might have to go to the hospital. I am feeling sad and hurt. My mom just put some essential oils on me to calm me. She put a small candle by my computer to soothe me too. I am sad because this will now be the 7th time I have been in the hospital since my ritual abuse but I feel I have to go again.

This might seem like an awkward time for me to ask this but is your mom Christian Bluerose ?

 

[Lily76_]

I am sorry you maybe be put in hospital trauma issues are hard to treat i myself have trauma issues too
be good to yourself sooth your self maybe even hug a teddie or soft toy i find it helps
praying for you and i hope you feel better soon

 

[joshcorn]

There is power in the blood and power in the name Of Jesus. I had a battle with that spirit years ago.The bible says when you have done all stand in the power of of the blood and The name of Jesus.Greater is He[Jesus] that is in me then he[demonic spirits] that is in the world.

 

[HereIStand]

So sorry. Don't be afraid. God protects you always.

 

[Otm_Shank]

When Christ came to earth, He did so at a very dark time historically, politically, and economically for the Israelites. But He came, suffered, died, and rose again at the right time according to God's Will. His resurrection showed that beyond our pain and grief on earth, there is God's love.

I am very sorry to hear about your physical and emotional pain. But through it, always remember that Christ knows, and He is by your side.

 

[disciple1]

I may have to go to the hospital again today. I am feeling suicidal and hopeless. I have tried to stay strong but I am struggling a lot. I have a counseling appointment today at 4:30 and then I might have to go to the hospital. I am feeling sad and hurt. My mom just put some essential oils on me to calm me. She put a small candle by my computer to soothe me too. I am sad because this will now be the 7th time I have been in the hospital since my ritual abuse but I feel I have to go again.

If your on meds, I'd say pray to since you say it's your seventh time, when I was in my 20's and early 30's I went sometimes.

 

[Bluerose31]

This might seem like an awkward time for me to ask this but is your mom Christian Bluerose ?

Oh yes, she's Christian and very much loves Jesus.

 

[Bluerose31]

I am sorry you maybe be put in hospital trauma issues are hard to treat i myself have trauma issues too
be good to yourself sooth your self maybe even hug a teddie or soft toy i find it helps
praying for you and i hope you feel better soon

Thank you so much for your comforting recommendations. I will try holding a soft teddie

 

[Bluerose31]

There is power in the blood and power in the name Of Jesus. I had a battle with that spirit years ago.The bible says when you have done all stand in the power of of the blood and The name of Jesus.Greater is He[Jesus] that is in me then he[demonic spirits] that is in the world.

Thank you so much!

 

[Bluerose31]

So sorry. Don't be afraid. God protects you always.

Thank you for your comforting words.

 

[Bluerose31]

When Christ came to earth, He did so at a very dark time historically, politically, and economically for the Israelites. But He came, suffered, died, and rose again at the right time according to God's Will. His resurrection showed that beyond our pain and grief on earth, there is God's love.

I am very sorry to hear about your physical and emotional pain. But through it, always remember that Christ knows, and He is by your side.

Thank you so much

 

[Bluerose31]

If your on meds, I'd say pray to since you say it's your seventh time, when I was in my 20's and early 30's I went sometimes.

God bless you

 

[Dave G.]

God bless you Bluerose and be with you tonight.

 

[W2L]

Healing can take time, but try not to worry. Dont worry about your weaknesses, but instead find strength in the Lord. The apostle Paul was treated badly but he found Gods strength in his weaknesses. Only when he was weak was he strong

 

[Little Lantern]

I am sad because this will now be the 7th time I have been in the hospital since my ritual abuse but I feel I have to go again.

I can see how you would feel this way, but don't discount the other side of this. When a person knows when it's time to seek support, it means they are in touch with themselves which is a sign of healing in itself. So maybe it's not how many times you go, but the fact that you are in touch with yourself enough know when you need to go. Healing is a process. Hang on to God as He leads you step by step, and we'll keep supporting you in prayer. Wholeness in Him is on the way.