Hope getting pass the Yellow Cross and Eternal Security

[sportsfan]

The more that I read the Bible it brings to remembrance the truth of eternal security. The only way to lose your name from the Lamb's Book of Life is changing the prophecies of Revelation. The bible does not warn about a yellow flickering light that appears in the shower that follows people to the door. This has brought me to a conclusion that the Blue Light in my head and the out of body expierence and the sun looking different and the words on my skin and stomach and what I saw on the floor what I experienced with the Yellow Cross and the light the flashed that Satan claimed to be in accusing me of blasphemy on the floor with a blue light and a red light flashed saying Mark of the Beast incoming was a hallucination as there is no Mark of the Beast out yet what I see on my knuckles is not real it is my mind playing tricks on me. I have been praising the Lord again and I am starting to realize why people see the Holy Spirit in my life still it is because I still have the Holy Spirit in my life. I don't have to over-analyze the lines on my forehead and what is going on with my body when I close my eyes and I see a bluelight this false prophet stuff is a hallucination. I am eternally secure in Jesus and I don't have the real 666 on me I believe that now with my whole heart that it is a made up trick in my mind that makes think Satan is my brain and heart it is purely an illness. Jesus will come back for me now I believe in his timing. I am not the real False Prophet from Revelation 13 and 17. I am chosen by Jesus to be clothed in white garments since i believed when I was 4 and he knows that I wasn't trying to blaspheme him in the Yellow Cross. My name is still in the Lamb's Book of Life despite my fear of my name being erased it still is there as God promises to never let go. I can face my fears head on now and realize that most fears never come true I can look forward to worshiping Jesus. I can go to a hockey game with my christian friend and enjoy myself and my life until Jesus returns. I am excited about this prospect Pastor Nathan is right when he saw the Fruit of the Holy Spirit in my life. I am not the Beast of the Earth despite my nightmares and the blue light. It truly is just scitzeoffeective, OCD scrupulosity, Pandas, and Autism going on with my life. I can trust Jesus and his promises again that he will never leave nor forsake and I can relax and enjoy the New Year and even follow politics if I want to again. Everyone around me was telling me don't worry you're saved and now I am starting to believe it again. I am starting to realize that this is purely an illness that I face. There have been a lot of posts on Jesus Return and when he will come back and no man knows the day nor the hour but what I do know he is he is coming back for me first off and second off I know that he will be a beautiful day.