- Apr 29, 2002
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Well my friends, today i got word back from that job. The caregiver position which I have spent much time trying to get. The lady the other day seemed ready to hire me, but I told her I needed one more day to speek with my room mate. Then after I spoke with him she said she had to do more interviews before she could make her decision. So now today I just got off the phone with her and she said that she has filled the position, but she'll let me know if she hears anything because I'm a really great guy... grrr
I have been trying for all types of employment. I can not ever ever get a job when there is a women in line for the same job. It's really crazy. People see me and they say "he's a big strong man type why does he want to work in an office, let's hire April." Most of my training and schooling is around office and computer type stuff, but I guess i do not much look the part, but it is so annoying to always have to struggle so much. Either way i would be happy to take on a more "manly" profession if I can find some available.
I'm not upset I didn't get hired, just upset that this took so much time and effort to not get hired. Upset that she could not wait 1 day so she decided to do other interviews. Over the course of interviews and meetings this lady damn, she talks and talk and talks. I have spent hours listening to her repeat herself in an effort to try to get this job when i could have been at other interviews and looking at other places. People should not be able to ask so much of someone before they have even hired them.
Well I have no money to give my landlord next month, but we did pay first and last months rent when we moved in here. So I just need to give him notice, which I am of course late for. I was hopeing to not have to move out, hopeing my situation would improve, so it wasn't due to lazyness that I have not told him I will have to move out soon.
The next dilima now if I can not secure a job is where shall I go? Shall I just try to migrate to somewhere warmer and survive homeless? Maybe it will be an adventure. I have nowhere to put my things and all that I have earned these past couple of years. I have my mother, but she is not sane in my oppinion and I do not wish to burden her anyhow.
Before now I have never had such trouble finding a job. I have never even tried half this hard. I do not know what has changed. I really need prayer, but I do not have the energy to trust for hope right now. So please be my faith for me, at least for a time.
Thank you,
BENJAMIN JEANOTTE
I have been trying for all types of employment. I can not ever ever get a job when there is a women in line for the same job. It's really crazy. People see me and they say "he's a big strong man type why does he want to work in an office, let's hire April." Most of my training and schooling is around office and computer type stuff, but I guess i do not much look the part, but it is so annoying to always have to struggle so much. Either way i would be happy to take on a more "manly" profession if I can find some available.
I'm not upset I didn't get hired, just upset that this took so much time and effort to not get hired. Upset that she could not wait 1 day so she decided to do other interviews. Over the course of interviews and meetings this lady damn, she talks and talk and talks. I have spent hours listening to her repeat herself in an effort to try to get this job when i could have been at other interviews and looking at other places. People should not be able to ask so much of someone before they have even hired them.
Well I have no money to give my landlord next month, but we did pay first and last months rent when we moved in here. So I just need to give him notice, which I am of course late for. I was hopeing to not have to move out, hopeing my situation would improve, so it wasn't due to lazyness that I have not told him I will have to move out soon.
The next dilima now if I can not secure a job is where shall I go? Shall I just try to migrate to somewhere warmer and survive homeless? Maybe it will be an adventure. I have nowhere to put my things and all that I have earned these past couple of years. I have my mother, but she is not sane in my oppinion and I do not wish to burden her anyhow.
Before now I have never had such trouble finding a job. I have never even tried half this hard. I do not know what has changed. I really need prayer, but I do not have the energy to trust for hope right now. So please be my faith for me, at least for a time.
Thank you,
BENJAMIN JEANOTTE
Praying for you
