I didn't know this was on here but again I must praise god for what he did a few months ago, Creation fest
From the very beginning creation fest has been gods plan, I wanted to be there,
but god made sure I waited to the last minute to find out I was going, I think it was to test me to see if I would take control of the situation like I've always done in the past. It was so hard I didn't know what was going on, I didn't know if I was going there, I have been working with god and others on a lot of my problems and after seven months I felt so drained, the very idea of not having time away really made feel uneasy, I wanted to sort it all out but I knew this had to come from god. it was then god gave his blessing, it was at prayer night, ten minutes after praying about the situation, with my pastors help and the people from York bible college, my prayers had been answered. I was going, the hard part was over or at least that is what I thought. Travelling down was fine but I had a big problem ahead, with people I don't know,
I really struggle, my heart starts pounding I become tongue tied, I get so afraid.
I have to admit I'm not to bad with people of my own age or older I feel I have a least a little connection,Travelling down was fine but I had a big problem ahead, with people I don't know, I really struggle, my heart starts pounding I become tongue tied, I get so afraid.I have to admit I'm not to bad with people of my own age or older I feel I have a least a little connection,I usually can think of something to say but with someone younger than myself I really feel out of my depth. I get scared, I was totally helpless and stuck in the situation, as we give full control over to god, we become fully reliant on him.
I prayed for him to help me, I wanted to get off the bus, but as hard as it was god was with me, I started talking to one of the people just to find out where he was from, I found it wasn't so bad and we had some things in common, god gave me the words to say and I felt a little connection with the people I was with, slowly but surely he gave me a little confidence though there were a few moments I really struggled with. by the end of the journey, I felt a new found strength, I cant explain it, my heart felt softer but I could feel its strength, I just simply wasnt afraid anymore, then it hit me 2 timothy 1 v 7
god has not given us a spirit of timidity and fear but of power, love and self discipline. I wasn't the one that didn't want me to be afraid anymore, it was god, he had enough of seeing his child in Pain.
he loves me that much. I couldn't believe it, I have always known god loves me but this to me was amazing. god had taken away my fear by putting me in the One place that scared me, you can't run away from people you don't know in a mini bus,There's no where to run, no where to hide, you have to face your fears, head on but god is so loving, he won't give you more than you can handle, he is your loving father, he will hold your hand every step of the way. At Creationfest they had a prayer tent there and I was in it every day I had to go, I had to thank my loving merciful god, he had taken away my fear of talking to others, something I had struggled with for nearly thirty years. I wanted to praise him with all of my heart, how in
The space of six hours had he stripped away a fear that had been with me all that time. I met so many wonderful people there and the best thing of all I was able to talk to them, god had given me that strength, I love him so much, he is so amazing, his perfect love really does cast out all fear. Psalm 40 says I waited patiently for the lord to help me and he heard my cry, He lifted me out of the mud and the mire
He set my feet on solid ground and steadied me as I walked along.He has given me a new song to sing, a hymn of praise to our god. Many will see what he has done and be amazed, they will put their trust in the lord. That's what I want to do now fully put my trust in the lord, move forward in confidence, let him direct my paths. May God bless you
From the very beginning creation fest has been gods plan, I wanted to be there,
but god made sure I waited to the last minute to find out I was going, I think it was to test me to see if I would take control of the situation like I've always done in the past. It was so hard I didn't know what was going on, I didn't know if I was going there, I have been working with god and others on a lot of my problems and after seven months I felt so drained, the very idea of not having time away really made feel uneasy, I wanted to sort it all out but I knew this had to come from god. it was then god gave his blessing, it was at prayer night, ten minutes after praying about the situation, with my pastors help and the people from York bible college, my prayers had been answered. I was going, the hard part was over or at least that is what I thought. Travelling down was fine but I had a big problem ahead, with people I don't know,
I really struggle, my heart starts pounding I become tongue tied, I get so afraid.
I have to admit I'm not to bad with people of my own age or older I feel I have a least a little connection,Travelling down was fine but I had a big problem ahead, with people I don't know, I really struggle, my heart starts pounding I become tongue tied, I get so afraid.I have to admit I'm not to bad with people of my own age or older I feel I have a least a little connection,I usually can think of something to say but with someone younger than myself I really feel out of my depth. I get scared, I was totally helpless and stuck in the situation, as we give full control over to god, we become fully reliant on him.
I prayed for him to help me, I wanted to get off the bus, but as hard as it was god was with me, I started talking to one of the people just to find out where he was from, I found it wasn't so bad and we had some things in common, god gave me the words to say and I felt a little connection with the people I was with, slowly but surely he gave me a little confidence though there were a few moments I really struggled with. by the end of the journey, I felt a new found strength, I cant explain it, my heart felt softer but I could feel its strength, I just simply wasnt afraid anymore, then it hit me 2 timothy 1 v 7
god has not given us a spirit of timidity and fear but of power, love and self discipline. I wasn't the one that didn't want me to be afraid anymore, it was god, he had enough of seeing his child in Pain.
he loves me that much. I couldn't believe it, I have always known god loves me but this to me was amazing. god had taken away my fear by putting me in the One place that scared me, you can't run away from people you don't know in a mini bus,There's no where to run, no where to hide, you have to face your fears, head on but god is so loving, he won't give you more than you can handle, he is your loving father, he will hold your hand every step of the way. At Creationfest they had a prayer tent there and I was in it every day I had to go, I had to thank my loving merciful god, he had taken away my fear of talking to others, something I had struggled with for nearly thirty years. I wanted to praise him with all of my heart, how in
The space of six hours had he stripped away a fear that had been with me all that time. I met so many wonderful people there and the best thing of all I was able to talk to them, god had given me that strength, I love him so much, he is so amazing, his perfect love really does cast out all fear. Psalm 40 says I waited patiently for the lord to help me and he heard my cry, He lifted me out of the mud and the mire
He set my feet on solid ground and steadied me as I walked along.He has given me a new song to sing, a hymn of praise to our god. Many will see what he has done and be amazed, they will put their trust in the lord. That's what I want to do now fully put my trust in the lord, move forward in confidence, let him direct my paths. May God bless you
