First thing's first, if you are an atheist, please do not respond unless you can legitimately help me. All right then, so there is this dark angel that has been following me around for a long time ruining my life. Lately, I feel as if its kind of reaching the critical point where if I can't get rid of it soon or weaken it, something unspeakably terrible will occur, so what I'm asking is: Does anyone have any ideas on how to get rid of it?
P.S, I have had no history of mental disorders, nor do I have any to my knowledge
Any help is greatly appreciated and needed.
At first, it ruined anything with luck, then it graduated to turning my friends against me as well, now it is taking various forms to try what seems to work to screw with me. It knows it can't possess me (the closest it got was possessing me in a dream after which I took serious measures to protect myself), but do you know how disturbing it is to see a hand move itself across a counter out of the corner of your eyes or perhaps turn around and see a twisted angelic form for a split second? Demons stick to one form unless they possess and carry out a set goal, dark angels do whatever screws with you the most.
I have actually had very similar experiences to you. Not to scare you, but it did get worse. I’ve had some pretty terrifying experiences and I have seen some of the things that you have described!
I was involved in a lot of terrible things, such as drugs, before I became a Christian (I’ve been a Christian now for about 3 ½ years). That’s actually how I became a Christian – because of the demonic activity that was happening to me, but also because my life fell apart and I hit rock bottom and I was searching for the truth. How it stopped was I started reading the New Testament for the first time with an open mind, because I had reached a point in my life where I really had nothing to lose, though I thought it would be rubbish, but it wasn’t! I realised for the first time that what I was reading was the truth and that a human could not have possibly been able to have written that without spiritual insight.
Long story cut short but I was having a hard time trying to make the decision to “let go” of my previously life in order to accept the life of a Christian after reading part the New Testament when things got crazy with the demonic entities that were with me, perhaps in me all along. I won’t go into everything detail here but my family even witnessed the profound supernatural event that followed and perhaps had they not witnessed it for themselves, and seen and heard the things they heard, I would not have believed that it actually happened because it was that unbelievable!
After this happened to me I knew this was real and my dad, who is a Christian and was the one who encouraged me to read the New Testament in the first place, helped walk me through a prayer that confessed and forsook my sins and asked Jesus into my heart. I sincerely meant it and even cried as I said that prayer aloud. I am SO grateful to God in Christ, as well as my dad, for helping me though that which then changed the direction of my life from that moment on.
I agree that the only way to rid yourself of this demon is to sincerely make a decision to follow Christ with all your heart. Please also know that you don’t have to change everything all at once – it’s a process! All you need to do is be WILLING to let go and allow Jesus to change your heart and renew your mind.
I will give you the same advice that my dad gave me, which I am extremely grateful for. If you have not read the bible yet, please start with New Testament, don’t start with Old Testament, start with the New because you need to understand the New to understand the Old and pay close attention to what Jesus taught and said. I also recommend seeking out Christians who follow Jesus’s teachings. I have also prayed for you and will ask other Christians to pray for you too! You will need prayer and support in this. You can pray to God also.
