here goes..

[Imani]

ok... its monday the 6th june at 11:14am (for me anyway)

over the past few days, well weeks really, ive been really badly cutting and attempting to hurt myself. well. since i upset a really really good friend by feeling this way and just giving up and not fighting i feel horrible and guilty and sad because i really love this person sooo much. well i let it all get to me tis morning and cut up really bad. well. its just NOT gonna happen again. I will NOT let my friends down again. so thats why im posting this out in public and not just pming it to the person (well, people) i hurt and let down.

Im starting small... but im promising to go 1 full week without physically hurting myself. those who know me know that i dont make promises lightly at all, in fact its really hard for me to say i promise because i am soooo scared of failing. but here it is.

i will post next week if i make it or if i fail in between. i will be honest about if i make it or not.

Sara.

p.s. no replies necessary, just wanted this out in public.

 

[Bevlina]

My prayers are with you little Sara,
I love you.

 

[New Creation]

ok... its monday the 6th june at 11:14am (for me anyway)

over the past few days, well weeks really, ive been really badly cutting and attempting to hurt myself. well. since i upset a really really good friend by feeling this way and just giving up and not fighting i feel horrible and guilty and sad because i really love this person sooo much. well i let it all get to me tis morning and cut up really bad. well. its just NOT gonna happen again. I will NOT let my friends down again. so thats why im posting this out in public and not just pming it to the person (well, people) i hurt and let down.

Im starting small... but im promising to go 1 full week without physically hurting myself. those who know me know that i dont make promises lightly at all, in fact its really hard for me to say i promise because i am soooo scared of failing. but here it is.

i will post next week if i make it or if i fail in between. i will be honest about if i make it or not.

Sara.

p.s. no replies necessary, just wanted this out in public.

Heavenly Father,
I ask that you surround dear Sara with your love, with the knowledge that you are there, loving her. Give her the strength she needs and desires to do this Lord. Help her through this, so that she may feel a real sense of accomplishment and hope. Father, we thank you for Sara and her courge to come out publicly and say this. We thank you for this display of compassion for her friends. We thank you for the unique and special woman that is Sara.
In Jesus' name,
Amen.

 

[goldenviolet]

YOU GO GIRL!!!

sooooooo many things to fight for. the best is you will feel good about yourself.

 

[luv4godremains]

Lord, we ask that you would be with Sara as she passes through this wekk, we ask that you would be her strength and enable her to lean on you in times of need. We thankyou for her loving and kind heart, and we pray now that you would fill her up, to a place where she need not do this to get the pain and the feelings out. we ask that you would help her to deal with her feelings and help her to find another way of doing this, but a way that would not be harming to herself or anyone else! Amen

 

[katylees]

sorry to hear that ...but yes thats great news ..i hope things go well *hus* here for u anytime if u wanna talk

 

[Imani]

i am struggling to keep this promise very badly right now. i just hate myself so much.

Sara

 

[Mr.Cheese]

Make sure your friends know it's a hard promise to keep.
Sometimes this ends up being counterproductive.

I only know self-injurers on the net and none in real life. I do my best to let them know that I love them and tell them that they are wonderful and precious whether they hurt themselves or not.

 

[BlackRain]

i know that you can do this!! you're so much stronger than you think you are. i'm praying for you.

 

[leigh01]

i am struggling to keep this promise very badly right now. i just hate myself so much.

Sara

dont hate ya self jus believe in ya self
i believe in ya sweetie keep it up
if i stopped anyone can
love ya
god bless
love leighxxxxx

 

[Imani]

just stopping in to let you know i made it thru the week without cutting... but it was very hard and i messed up in other area's (mainly my ED)... but now ill try for week 2...


thanks for caring and your supportive posts.

Sara

 

[els_bells]

Well done for this week, keep going
xxx

 

[mikira]

You go girl! You can do it, I know you!!! God is with you!!!!

 

[Imani]

checking in to say i made it 2 weeks. barely. but i did it...

thanks for caring.

 

[Workingmum]

Sara, I love you and I am proud of you! I am still praying for you.