I really need help ><
I've been experiencing a lot of demonic attacks.
I have felt things entering and leaving my body, things choking me (and afterwards making me feel like choking others), heard things in my throat, heart and abdomen and ears telling me to hurt people. I also see evil things that scare me. I have been seeing the number 4 a lot. >< My heart also told me that satan is god. I know this is wrong, but i can't help it. I feel that this is a spiritual attack.
I have never experienced these things before, until I abandoned God and replaced Jesus with a guy. I chased after that guy, even though God told me he wasn't the one for me. I took to astrology to find out more about that guy's personality, and went into online tarot sites as well.
Later on I saw that that guy did black magic to me, and ever since then I started to have an influx of intrusive thoughts telling me to hurt people. I also experienced a lot of supernatural attacks. I have been going through these things for more than half a year, and it's really very distressing.
Please do pray for me, and if anyone hears from the Holy Spirit, please guide me and tell me what I should do >< Should I apologize to the guy? Will this make him stop the black magic? Exactly why am I going through this?
I've been experiencing a lot of demonic attacks.
I have felt things entering and leaving my body, things choking me (and afterwards making me feel like choking others), heard things in my throat, heart and abdomen and ears telling me to hurt people. I also see evil things that scare me. I have been seeing the number 4 a lot. >< My heart also told me that satan is god. I know this is wrong, but i can't help it. I feel that this is a spiritual attack.
I have never experienced these things before, until I abandoned God and replaced Jesus with a guy. I chased after that guy, even though God told me he wasn't the one for me. I took to astrology to find out more about that guy's personality, and went into online tarot sites as well.
Later on I saw that that guy did black magic to me, and ever since then I started to have an influx of intrusive thoughts telling me to hurt people. I also experienced a lot of supernatural attacks. I have been going through these things for more than half a year, and it's really very distressing.
Please do pray for me, and if anyone hears from the Holy Spirit, please guide me and tell me what I should do >< Should I apologize to the guy? Will this make him stop the black magic? Exactly why am I going through this?