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wendyt3350
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There is so much going on right now I am so distraught! Please don't be put off by my post-I just have to get this out and see what happens. I had posted about getting into a fight with my mom and my friend. When I took mom to West Virginia Sunday for the funeral of her nephew (that's when the fight happened with me, mom and Marsha) I got a ticket. That was the straw that broke the camel's back on that trip. We had driven for over 4 hours to get there and then when we did the funeral and showing was the day before. My mom and I have made up. Marsha won't talk to me. It's been 4 days. She sends people over to ask questions and I know they are telling her what I say. Her husband asked how my new job was going when he came over to get something I had borrowed and I know he told her. And tonight another neighbor was in Marsha's apartment and came out and wanted to know what happened. I told her "I know Marsha has told you what happened by now, that me and mom had a fight in front of her and Marsha couldn't deal with how I talked to mom" (never mind the fact that mom talked the same way to me and said some pretty mean things) Me and mom have been doing this for years. I have to admit that I was embarassed by it this time though, I wish I could stop. I'm ticked off at Marsha because she has the nerve to judge me! I sit and watch her husband tell her she can't drive the truck that is in her name and that she pays for because he paid to get it washed and detailed! I listen to him tell her it's time to go to bed and that she needs to make him dinner now because he's hungry. And she takes it! Her daughter's girlfriend threatened to "bust in" Marsha's mother's face recently. Then she has the nerve to judge me and end our friendship because of how I fight with my mom! This is like a big gripe session here now but I have no friends to talk to now. I'm not perfect. I'm very depressed. I hate the weekends. I can't sleep because of my neighbors (I went to them and asked them to tone it down and that worked for an afternoon but she refused to talk to me after that. I've prayed and still pray about this and asked for prayer on here.) Then her kids started full force. Running in the apartment while she was at work, have boys inside and outside the apartment, run up and down the stairs in flip-flops, ride skateboards on the patio upstairs, scream in the apartment, etc. Yes, it is that bad... So I wrote a letter to the apartment manager and it calmed down for about 3 days. Now it's started again. I got a letter from the manager stating that since I'm a light sleeper I should move to an upstairs apartment! Why should I move! Why can't they have enough common sense not to move someone with 3 kids in an upstairs apartment especially after when I moved in I said I work nights and need to sleep in the day. That makes me a light sleeper? Don't I have any rights? I'm tired of hearing about how it's normal to hear sounds coming from the apartment. I know that! It is taken into consideration. Two other people in the building have complained to the office about what is going on with her kids and the noise, food everywhere kids hanging out on everyone's patios. That makes 3 out of 7 other tenants complaining and I'm the only one who put it in writing. The office won't even mention the other 2 people to her because it's not in writing from them. I heard from worker's comp and they approved $2000 payment for my injury I got fired for in 2004. The next day I got a letter from unemployment wanting the $6300 back I had received after I was fired. It might not be as bad if I could get help to get back on my antidepressant. I am so negative and angry a lot without it. (That is in another forum and another request) I'm about to lose my mind! While I was writing this to ask for input and prayer I had to stop because my kitty knocked over something on the stove and I had to clean that up and then I knocked over the coffee pot and broke it. After I got that cleaned up I picked up my candle to relight it and wax went all over my tile floor and my white shoe. Nothing horrid has happened (thank God) but I wonder when is it going to stop! It's so hard to focus on anything positive when it seems so many bad things are happening! Hopefully this will be the last post I write like this!
*On the good side I do have a job right now and the rent is paid! On my job my supervisor and lead like me and I was asked to train someone else how to pick orders on Thursday! She said it normally takes about a week to catch on but that I did in less than 2 days and I was doing great! I was able to pay my phone and cable bill. Money is mighty slim this week!*
*On the good side I do have a job right now and the rent is paid! On my job my supervisor and lead like me and I was asked to train someone else how to pick orders on Thursday! She said it normally takes about a week to catch on but that I did in less than 2 days and I was doing great! I was able to pay my phone and cable bill. Money is mighty slim this week!*
