help :(

[bornagainkt]

hey im a...um..well i gess ud call me a bulimic but i dont know. i have some anorexia characteristics and some bulimic so i dont no. anyway ive been throwing up since february this year. when i first started i was real bad (i was even throwing up water at one stage). but well i only throw up my dinner now, but well when i eat something during the day i really struggle to keep it down not coz i make myself...is it possible my bodys getting used to it? as gross as it sounds...im sorry, i just need help i think i need ppl who understand

 

[Beth1]

Don't be sorry, you're not on your own. I know it can feel that way. I don't think the labels are very helpful sometimes. I suppose I am anorexic and then bulimic at times too - when I feel that I have eaten too much or if I'm trying to be 'normal' then can't cope with it. Do you have people around who you can talk to about it? You can always pm me if you want. It's a lonely thing to have. I will pray for you.
Beth

 

[xoestherxo3]

I know how u also feel...well i used to have low self esteem..i hated the way my body and my faced loookedd but then i was like God created me this way......it's as if i was telling God that he had done something wrong while He created me. And i love and worship a God who dosent make mistakess

 

[Soulwings]

*hugs* Hun, you're gonna hurt your body if you keep that up. I know it's hard, I know that it's an obsession, but the best thing to do (if you haven't already) is to get some help. A counselor, a doc, even just start by telling your family/friends if that's possible. You don't want to let it get way out of control. *huggles*

 

[Captain_Tripp]

tis ok.i no how ya feel.im belumic but i also have symptoms of anorexia 2.i wont eat but the times i do....u no what happens.but yeah,u aint alone & ya never will be!fight till the end!i started about 4 or 5 weeks now & the same thing happens 2 me.i no how ya feel.never give faith up.always belive in god.love ya lots,
yur sis in christ,
®©alyssa munkey_gurl

 

[bornagainkt]

thanks guyz *hugs* its so hard! everyone knows all my problems. but well i dont think my parents know im still throwing up. only one person knows like the full story. i talk to my school counsellor and i see a psychologist once a week, but neither of em know. i really do feel so alone. coz theres like no one to talk to bout this..no one i really trust. i know i need help i really do but where do i go?