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[Davis]

I sure am trying.
Maybe thats why God allowed the things that I did to happen. To help others.
I sure pray that things can be worked out. But they need God really bad. Because its hard to mend something like this without the Lord.

 

[dvd_holc]

You can't mend it without God's envolvment nor can it be mended unless she accepts that the message is trustworthy.

 

[Tumbleweed64]

I'm a little confused Punished, are you and him still seeing each other

 

[Deb7777]

I guess I should reply and let you all know how things are going. Yes everything still hurts and yes Im depressed, I still choke down my food and cry myself to sleep.
I am more confused now than I ever was because some days he is right there with me and other days I feel he is in another place and disconnected. I however wouldn't do anything stupid it just feels at times like there is no where to get rid of this overwhelming pain. I have hit things, broken things, screamed, cryed, and there is nothing that is helping. I thought that after a few weeks the pain would lessen but it hasn't, I guess even though I do not consider myself a christian I have been praying. I have yelled at God and I have prayed to Him all in the same sentance.
Now yes I still want him back but more than that even if we never get back together I want to find a remedy for this pain that I feel.

People reading this may think its a little overeacting because of a guy but the reason it is so painful is because growing up I had no one to trust therefore I grew up trusting no one. He was the first person I gave everything to, he was the only person I have ever told anything personal to and now I feel betrayed and alone.

Keep praying.....

Hi Punish, Great to hear from you. I'm sorry life is very painful for you right now, just keep taking it one day at a time as you're doing. I guess if you can try as much as possible to focus on other things. You need to care of you, be happy with the person you are and keep getting closer and closer to the Lord, for he will help you to be absolutely the best person you can be, a blessing for yourself and others. To be a Christian is a great calling in this world. When we leave this world, we really did try to leave it a better world, with Christ we keep our eyes on the finish line. We might fall, we might stumble, we might get battered and bruised but there is an everlasting life awaiting all of us, God bless.