ok...so i have given my life to Christ and i know that He is in control. why do i still feel lonley..i am surrounded by good christian friends, but on the inside, i feel so alone. i dont know what to do. every once in a while, i still have thoughts of suicide and thoughts of cutting away at my wrist. i know that is not what God wants for me and i know He loves me. i dont know how to trust people and it is starting to take its toll on me. so please pray for me and pray that God will reveal His saving light to me once again and help me to get out of the hole that I am in.

