ok so long story short, i have been with my gf for nearly a year.
She is an amazing woman of God.
We have both had srs previous relationships where we had pre maritals. It is something we struggle not doing now, but in all after 12 months we have been what i would consider very good considering how much sex i had in my previous relationships.
Two years ago i was engaged with my previous partner and she broke it off. It was the hardest thing I've ever been through.
I've recently been having dreams that confirm my spirit is done with my ex and ready to move on, but I constantly have a war with my feelings for my current gf.
Sometimes i feel totally content and not phased to the point that if we broke up I wouldn't even care, then other times i get that surging head over heels feeling.
That is how i used to feel all the time with my previous, i want that again with this girl. She treats me do much better than my ex and we are equally yoked. My ex was a catholic but only by religion not relationship with God.
I've deleted all temptations on social media, removed old flings or just hot celebs i followed on insta, snapchat etc. what can i do, what can i pray to increase my love for this beautiful girl?
I've already prayed many imes go cut all soul ties remove any potential curses from previous flings etc, had my mum (absolute on fire spiritual and prayer warrior) pray for me.
Is there something I've missed?
Plz help i hate feeling like this, and its not fair on my girl!
She is an amazing woman of God.
We have both had srs previous relationships where we had pre maritals. It is something we struggle not doing now, but in all after 12 months we have been what i would consider very good considering how much sex i had in my previous relationships.
Two years ago i was engaged with my previous partner and she broke it off. It was the hardest thing I've ever been through.
I've recently been having dreams that confirm my spirit is done with my ex and ready to move on, but I constantly have a war with my feelings for my current gf.
Sometimes i feel totally content and not phased to the point that if we broke up I wouldn't even care, then other times i get that surging head over heels feeling.
That is how i used to feel all the time with my previous, i want that again with this girl. She treats me do much better than my ex and we are equally yoked. My ex was a catholic but only by religion not relationship with God.
I've deleted all temptations on social media, removed old flings or just hot celebs i followed on insta, snapchat etc. what can i do, what can i pray to increase my love for this beautiful girl?
I've already prayed many imes go cut all soul ties remove any potential curses from previous flings etc, had my mum (absolute on fire spiritual and prayer warrior) pray for me.
Is there something I've missed?
Plz help i hate feeling like this, and its not fair on my girl!
