I feel so horrible and alone. There is a guy that I have a relationship with via email and phone and regular mail and the he is coming here to Oregon and then I am going out to Baltimore. Today out of the blue he asked me about my weight problem. Well, I have been losing weight cause I want to get as close to my goal weight ASAP!!!!! He told me that he didn't think I was really trying and that I am a brat and throw and kick and scream if I dont get my weigh. I am so crushed by this, cause he has never talkd to him about this in detail and he has never brought it up. I dont know how to approach it and yes he is a christian. I just want to die and/or crawl into bed and never get out cause I love him and i now feel so alsone and that he is hiding something from me. Ho do i approach this a. please if you read this letter please give me some suggestions on what to do besides the usual fighting I am at aloss for words. Thank you so very much...mama 
