Help..... Need advice from a true deciple of Jesus!!!!

[AGTG]

I think you all would benefit from considering what kind of leadership you're sitting under and how it may be affecting your walk with the Lord. Hypocritical leaders, even if they appear to be sincere, bring in seducing spirits which cause all kinds of trouble for the flock. That's why Jesus lamented that the people were like sheep without a shepherd, harassed and helpless. The same manipulative witchcraft is going on today in many churches and it's especially clear in New Apostolic Reformation affiliated churches connected to Ihop, Bethel, Morningstar, Fire School of Ministry. They're huge pyramid schemes that work to heap up passive, mind-controlled flocks that tithe faithfully to the scheme.

Take 6 months away from your congregation, draw near to God. Simplify your walk. Get from under their influence and you may find you've been under a delusion: www.becarefulhowyouhear.com

 

[little_sparrow]

Look into Neil Anderson's Freedom in Christ ministry. It sounds very much like you are being oppressed from an outside force. Be well!

 

[Serving Zion]

Do you ever feel the urge to constantly speak the blasphemous thoughts out loud..."mine have been there so long it's like I can just say them as casual words.....I don't mean them or agree with them what so ever its just now along with this craziness of the verbal compulsions I do to fight the thoughts my mouth keeps wanting to say the f word againts the Holy Ghost......the fear and and stuff like at the beginning is gone Iv become desensitized....which I guess is a good thing.....but I appreciate all your comments you've really encouraged me.......God bless you

Hello Zachariah,

I can see that you are really struggling, but seriously wanting to be healed, and that you haven't yet found the answer you need for that. Well my suspicion is that your enemy has found a way to exploit your weaknesses to cause you to live in a way that makes you unable to stand confident in God's presence - this is like what Jesus said in Matthew 12:43-45 and Luke 4:13 - guard your purity, work hard to stay on the narrow, difficult path that leads to life.

These two passages came to mind for you, to see whether you can see any particular weakness with these areas in your life:

Revelation 21:8
Galatians 5:19-21

One of the most major and widespread problems I have found is the false doctrines of salvation. Many people have come to believe a doctrine that effectively teaches them that they don't need to do anything for their salvation, which becomes a license to sin and an expectation of heaven for free. That false gospel has no power to change a person's life, nor does it even set out to do so, and so those people come under the curse of blindness (Galatians 1:8, Romans 1:21, Romans 1:25) - they are those on the broad path leading to destruction.

I've made a few posts to others that could shine a refreshing light on the gospel for you, in case it might help you see how your beliefs can be strengthened:

http://www.christianforums.com/thre...onvert-to-christianity.7943122/#post-69680278
http://www.christianforums.com/thre...-to-christianity.7943122/page-2#post-69684339
http://www.christianforums.com/thre...us-didnt-fulfill.7949553/page-2#post-69700567
http://www.christianforums.com/thre...hristian-anymore.7936729/page-5#post-69735212
http://www.christianforums.com/threads/why-is-it-that-many-christians.7952204/page-8#post-69774906

Another thing I have noticed, is the largely anti-Christian propaganda over media. I would quite like to recommend for you, do a total fast from non-Christian TV and radio for a few weeks and instead listen to worship songs and watch quality, loving, truthful, gracious Christian sermons on YouTube, and read the bible lots. Or even just have no media whatsoever, and just pray and read the bible. See if you can try and balance your spiritual food more on God's side than against Him, and find out whether there is not any improvement. I am sure that if you begin listening only to the ones who speak for God and stop listening to the ones that inwardly hate Him, you will begin to improve in condition.