Help! Lost Emotions, Depersonalization, Religious OCD

[gloriousday2006]

Hello,

Please pray for me. I am struggling with emotion numbing. I want to be filled with Christ's love and compassion. I want to be compassionate towards others and do God's will.

I recently went through an extreme bout of religious OCD. Including fears about the unpardonable. It lasted a month with extreme panic attacks, constant fear, and condemnation. I then experienced and episode where it felt like I was out of my body. After then, my emotions have been numb.

I am usually filled with emotion, and empathy. I do not feel like myself. I almost feel shut off from myself. I do not feel as happy, as sad, as loving. I think the same and I want to feel those things. Sometimes I feel like I am just thoughts because they don't connect with my emotions.

I have repented of horrible sin. I want to follow God. I do not want to sin. I want to do God's will. I wish I could go back. I do not feel like myself. I feel like a shell of myself. The emotion numbing is the most scary thing of all.


Please pray that God restores me. That He holds on to me and never let's me go. That all fleshly desires are cast down. That my emotions are restored. That I will be filled with Christ's love and compassion, and that I can share that love and compassion with others. That He will keep my eyes open to Him.

I do not want to be lost. I know every good thing comes from God.

 

[brinny]

Hello,

Please pray for me. I am struggling with emotion numbing. I want to be filled with Christ's love and compassion. I want to be compassionate towards others and do God's will.

I recently went through an extreme bout of religious OCD. Including fears about the unpardonable. It lasted a month with extreme panic attacks, constant fear, and condemnation. I then experienced and episode where it felt like I was out of my body. After then, my emotions have been numb.

I am usually filled with emotion, and empathy. I do not feel like myself. I almost feel shut off from myself. I do not feel as happy, as sad, as loving. I think the same and I want to feel those things. Sometimes I feel like I am just thoughts because they don't connect with my emotions.

I have repented of horrible sin. I want to follow God. I do not want to sin. I want to do God's will. I wish I could go back. I do not feel like myself. I feel like a shell of myself. The emotion numbing is the most scary thing of all.


Please pray that God restores me. That He holds on to me and never let's me go. That all fleshly desires are cast down. That my emotions are restored. That I will be filled with Christ's love and compassion, and that I can share that love and compassion with others. That He will keep my eyes open to Him.

I do not want to be lost. I know every good thing comes from God.

Bless yer heart, praying that God intervenes, and ministers to you and heals you every place you hurt. May He be your Comfort, Refuge, and Safe Place, and defend you from all that is not of Him. Father may it be so, in Jesus name, amen. Welcome to CF precious (((hug)))

 

[gloriousday2006]

Bless yer heart, praying that God intervenes, and ministers to you and heals you every place you hurt. May He be your Comfort, Refuge, and Safe Place, and defend you from all that is not of Him. Father may it be so, in Jesus name, amen. Welcome to CF precious (((hug)))

Thank you so much for your reply. It means more than you know.

 

[servant of Merciful Love]

May God bless you with healing and peace

 

[Bluerose31]

Hello,

Please pray for me. I am struggling with emotion numbing. I want to be filled with Christ's love and compassion. I want to be compassionate towards others and do God's will.

I recently went through an extreme bout of religious OCD. Including fears about the unpardonable. It lasted a month with extreme panic attacks, constant fear, and condemnation. I then experienced and episode where it felt like I was out of my body. After then, my emotions have been numb.

I am usually filled with emotion, and empathy. I do not feel like myself. I almost feel shut off from myself. I do not feel as happy, as sad, as loving. I think the same and I want to feel those things. Sometimes I feel like I am just thoughts because they don't connect with my emotions.

I have repented of horrible sin. I want to follow God. I do not want to sin. I want to do God's will. I wish I could go back. I do not feel like myself. I feel like a shell of myself. The emotion numbing is the most scary thing of all.


Please pray that God restores me. That He holds on to me and never let's me go. That all fleshly desires are cast down. That my emotions are restored. That I will be filled with Christ's love and compassion, and that I can share that love and compassion with others. That He will keep my eyes open to Him.

I do not want to be lost. I know every good thing comes from God.

Praying for healing of your emotions.

 

[brinny]

Thank you so much for your reply. It means more than you know.

You are most welcome, dear heart. i'm so glad you found your way here....continuing to pray (((hug)))

 

[rockytopva]

Father I pray blessings on this request and for a victorious life that will bring you glory in Jesus name I pray. Also taking these needs before God in prayer on the bbnradio.org Family Altar program... BBN Program Schedule

 

[TheSeekerOfTruth]

We will pray for you, hang in there friend. Cast all your cares to God, he cares for you. Try spending alone time with God, he wants to do good in your life if you let him.

 

[ToBeLoved]

Hello,

Please pray for me. I am struggling with emotion numbing. I want to be filled with Christ's love and compassion. I want to be compassionate towards others and do God's will.

I recently went through an extreme bout of religious OCD. Including fears about the unpardonable. It lasted a month with extreme panic attacks, constant fear, and condemnation. I then experienced and episode where it felt like I was out of my body. After then, my emotions have been numb.

I am usually filled with emotion, and empathy. I do not feel like myself. I almost feel shut off from myself. I do not feel as happy, as sad, as loving. I think the same and I want to feel those things. Sometimes I feel like I am just thoughts because they don't connect with my emotions.

I have repented of horrible sin. I want to follow God. I do not want to sin. I want to do God's will. I wish I could go back. I do not feel like myself. I feel like a shell of myself. The emotion numbing is the most scary thing of all.


Please pray that God restores me. That He holds on to me and never let's me go. That all fleshly desires are cast down. That my emotions are restored. That I will be filled with Christ's love and compassion, and that I can share that love and compassion with others. That He will keep my eyes open to Him.

I do not want to be lost. I know every good thing comes from God.

I don't know if you know this or not butt there is an actual term for religious OCD and it is called Scrupulosity. You may want to research it so you know that you are not alone. I have met countless people on CF with this same thing.

 

[JacquelineDeane55]

LORD, I lift up his person to You in prayer, LORD. Please help them with their problems LORD, and please heal them. Amen.

 

[Truthfrees]

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[Greg Merrill]

Hello,

Please pray for me. I am struggling with emotion numbing. I want to be filled with Christ's love and compassion. I want to be compassionate towards others and do God's will.

I recently went through an extreme bout of religious OCD. Including fears about the unpardonable. It lasted a month with extreme panic attacks, constant fear, and condemnation. I then experienced and episode where it felt like I was out of my body. After then, my emotions have been numb.

I am usually filled with emotion, and empathy. I do not feel like myself. I almost feel shut off from myself. I do not feel as happy, as sad, as loving. I think the same and I want to feel those things. Sometimes I feel like I am just thoughts because they don't connect with my emotions.

I have repented of horrible sin. I want to follow God. I do not want to sin. I want to do God's will. I wish I could go back. I do not feel like myself. I feel like a shell of myself. The emotion numbing is the most scary thing of all.


Please pray that God restores me. That He holds on to me and never let's me go. That all fleshly desires are cast down. That my emotions are restored. That I will be filled with Christ's love and compassion, and that I can share that love and compassion with others. That He will keep my eyes open to Him.

I do not want to be lost. I know every good thing comes from God.

Father, I again pray for this one that they will be lead to focus on You instead of whether they have emotions or not, and that they would see this is the proper course, and be blessed in taking that course, and remain in the situation they are in if they don't. Wishing them Your very best. Amen.

 

[Solomons Porch]

Hello,

Please pray for me. I am struggling with emotion numbing. I want to be filled with Christ's love and compassion. I want to be compassionate towards others and do God's will.

I recently went through an extreme bout of religious OCD. Including fears about the unpardonable. It lasted a month with extreme panic attacks, constant fear, and condemnation. I then experienced and episode where it felt like I was out of my body. After then, my emotions have been numb.

I am usually filled with emotion, and empathy. I do not feel like myself. I almost feel shut off from myself. I do not feel as happy, as sad, as loving. I think the same and I want to feel those things. Sometimes I feel like I am just thoughts because they don't connect with my emotions.

I have repented of horrible sin. I want to follow God. I do not want to sin. I want to do God's will. I wish I could go back. I do not feel like myself. I feel like a shell of myself. The emotion numbing is the most scary thing of all.


Please pray that God restores me. That He holds on to me and never let's me go. That all fleshly desires are cast down. That my emotions are restored. That I will be filled with Christ's love and compassion, and that I can share that love and compassion with others. That He will keep my eyes open to Him.

I do not want to be lost. I know every good thing comes from God.

 

[gloriousday2006]

I want to thank everyone for their prayers. I had a break in the numbness yesterday and was able to cry and praise and worship with my whole heart. It was beautiful and amazing. I am feeling numb again today, but I know God is with me and I am thankful that God does not base my salvation on any qualities of my own but on his faithfulness and truth. I love my Lord Jesus and will follow Him no matter how I feel. Please keep me in your prayers for healing from OCD, depersonalization, and to give me a soft compassionate heart.