There is a good book you can read, pls read it, its called " Love is a desicion " by Gary Smalley. I went thru something similar. I was not feeling for another man, it wasent this. But because my past child abuse i always felt that i didnt have feelings of love for people or anybody. Until i read this book, sweetie love is not a feeling its a choice, you decide to love and honor your husband. I learned in my case that in Romans 5:5 says that all the love of God was poured in our hearts by His Holy Spirit. We have the love of God to love our family, spouces, friends even God. Its in our hearts, you decide to love and the feelings come later eventually. Dont trust your feelings, trust the word of God and his power to do anything. Im here if you want to talk...God bless you.
