Hello

[dark struggle]

Hi,
I have struggled endlessly with raging out bursts since I could remember Kindergarten was the first time. I have been in detention and almost expelled from school more times than I can count. I tried my best to explain to them that I couldn't control it that something just takes over, and sometimes I wouldn't even remember lashing out or why I did so. No one understood until yesterday I finally got someone to listen.
I have been through many many drs trying to get help to try and understand why this happens. I can not sleep, I will go days with out sleep until I just crash then it starts over the same thing. I just couldn't take it anymore and finally yesterday I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, post traumatic stress disorder and high anxiety disorder. Help finally arrived, now I just fear its to late for my little one have I complely damaged her and scared her byond ever not being afarid of me, or did help finally come intime? I pray this is the beginning of the end.

 

[dark struggle]

Went to pick up my perscriptions, I was only able to get one because the important one was 240.00 Im not really sure what to do now. I have 2 dentist bills and 3 dr bills to pay so there is no way I could afford the 240 dollars, So now Im back to the beginning. Please pray for a miracle so that I can get this perscription that I so badly need. Thanks

 

[rjmclaugh]

I'm really sorry to hear about your struggles. It's so hard how Bipolar Disorder can alienate you. Sometimes I feel like a ticking bomb. I'll be praying for you. I really do hope you can find a way to get that medication.

 

[dark struggle]

Hello fjmclalugh for ignologing me. Also for your prayer it really is needed. I took a valuem when I need but it meerly helps, I trust God will provide the means to get the other. I hope you have a blessed Sunday.

 

[4Everloved]

I hope you have had a blessed Sunday, dark struggle. God is with you and completely understands. I pray that the medications will start to work quickly and that you will get everything you need on your road. God bless you.

 

[Alive again]

Praying for you , for healing in all things, emotions, mood relationships

 

[dark struggle]

Thank you guys, I can use all the prayers I can get. Sunday was a really hard day. Its nice to know there is a group here that cares.