Face the board involves people asking you questions.
What is your happiest memory?
This is to get to know me right? All the questions. People ask questions to get to know the other person?
If so, then it's okay to have a long, complex answer right?
My happiest memory?
Hmm.....
*thinking*
This is a lot harder than I thought
I am almost always happy 24/7, and I am a really happy person, but when it comes to a happy memory all I can think of is how my life is always the same. A basic happiness, nothing extravagent. The only times I'm not very happy is in incredibly stressful or painful times, but even then I go in and out of happiness.
I've had a lot of "I am happier than I've ever been in my life." moments, but now when I remember those moments they aren't happy, they are over broken relationships (Girls, friends, mentors, always with someone I loved dearly)
lolol, as a third person looking at my life, the fact I am having such a hard time coming up with a SINGLE happiest moment, would be rather depressing if it weren't for the fact I am always pretty happy
One that used to be one of my happiest was my 20th birthday, when I had my three favorite people take me out to eat Sunday after church for lunch and I got to pay for everyone's meal. Now it isn't so happy because of the broken relationships, but at the time it was SO HAPPY!
Uhhhhhhhh *scratches head*
lol I am sorry
The only thing I can think of that is happier than my average "I'm happy with life
", like a moment where I was actually like "I AM SOOOO HAPPY!!!!" would be one moment I had with my fiance.
It was only like 1-5 minutes long moment where I actually fully trusted, opened up, and gave my heart to someone, they accepted me completely and was okay [but not anything more than okay] with who I am, and for those 1-5 minutes, we both were able to be stress-free, completely relaxed, both be ourselves in a fun-loving, care-free, excited moment where we were just being silly and joking around. For that moment, I was incredibly happy because I felt accepted for who I am and had someone to be silly with at the same time.
Other than that moment, my relationship with my fiance was incredibly stressful, often painful, and even in the fun times far from perfect.
That makes me happy just thinking about it! Yay! lol
My biggest hearts desire that is unfulfilled is to not just be accepted, but to be loved too by a women, and I know someday I'll get that!
Other than that moment of ecstatic happiness, the rest of my life the past 4 years has been 90%-99% "I am happy, life is great!" just by finding happiness in mundane things like tv, movies, friends, etc. Even during the stressful or bad times, I am a very happy person! I smile right now and have fun even with everything that's happening! But even amongst a multitude of friends who adore me, I don't adore them and am a lonely person- but a happy person because I'm lonely with God. I'm never alone because I have God, but me and God get to be lonely together- which is 90% of the time happiness for me. I am happy with Him
And life only goes up from where I am now! I am happy now because of that, lolol
